The light (lemon version)

Regret

"Leave the two of you some time, I will." He said, as he walked off.

I couldn't help but look down, I was feeling absolutely conflicted. Would she even love me still after all the destruction I've caused?

Running up to me she embraced me into a tight hug, but the thoughts on my mind was just bothering me so much that I didn't even think about hugging back.

"Caleb. Don't blame yourself." She cooed beside my ear.

"How could I not?" I said flatly.

"You were being controlled, your mind was fractured, there was nothing you could do. In fact, you already have, you stopped yourself long enough for us to restrain you remember?"

"No. NO! I killed countless rebels, I lead the empire to our base and destroyed all the hope there is in the galaxy. I'm a murderer Ahsoka, and I should suffer the consequences as one!" I yelled, the anger boiling up inside me, but at that very moment, I really didn't care how angry I was. Who cares if I get angry? Whose stupid idea was it to just keep the hate inside me and let go of it, why do that when letting the anger out is so much easier?

"The rebellion is alive Caleb."

"What?" I thought that they were goners for sure. I let out a sigh of relief as some of the anger inside me was dying down.

"They are orbiting around space on a large cruiser."

"How many of them survived?"

She immediately looked down. "a quarter of them, but don't blame yourself, it's not your fault, never was. If anyone was to blame it would be Vader and his inquisitor."

The hate was building up once again, making me shake everything around the room.

Seeing what was happening she wanted to give me a kiss in an attempt to comfort me, but that was easily dismissed by me just turning my head the other way. She then held my cheeks with both of her hands to aim better this time, but I was able to break free and avoid her contact.

The room was shaking uncontrollably now, my hate being unleashed onto the surroundings. I was about to destroy everything when Ahsoka stubbornly pushed my whole body down with hers, holding me tightly, finally landing the kiss onto my lips, calming me down. I was thankful she did that when she did, because if she didn't, my life could've took a much darker turn.