[JUNGKOOK] Sweet and Bitter

Fantasies

Yongin. A city that doesn't seem close to me. A city that seems strange and distant from me. I watch the streets past by as I look out of the window. It looks normal. Simply said. Just monotonously coloured streets with good looking houses.

But strangely I feel like there's a mask on this place that keeps all the bad sins behind it. Probably because I have no idea where we are going. Precisely. And also because my partner isn't the most innocent.

I look at Jungkook and notice a glance of fear in his eyes. It's not just him who is afraid. I quietly gulp away the nervousness that's stuck in my throat.

He smoothly drives us into a rather small alley that doesn't seem like a place that we're allowed to go in by car. I really wanna ask him if this isn't a mistake, but on the other side it will sound stupid. He knows where he is going, right? I just have to trust him.

Trust. What a big word. I'll be honest, I don't trust him. It seems rare after a serial number of things we experienced these days. He saved my life and so did I. But I still don't have a safe feeling when I'm around him. When I think about yesterday, I feel ashamed. How could I be such a fool and sleep next to a criminal?

I don't wanna be naive. He and his 6 other handsome friends that randomly entered my life to be my personal guardians to protect me from the evil seems a little too... fantasied.

The car bumps up and down when we drive over the oneven ground leading to a much darker side of the city. The alley seems longer than I imagined until we abruptly stop. For a second it seems like a bomb is placed in the car and is about to explode any second, but then Jungkook slowly turns his face to eye me.

'Get out', he says calmly and controlled. With pleasure. I want to get out of this car so badly. Get out and magically appear on my soft cozy couch in my peaceful living room that hasn't witnessed any murder. Tightly wrapped in big muscled arms that warmly squeeze me in an embrace. And hot lips gently brushing over my skin with the candles romantically lighting up the heath.

'Y/n?'

My eyes widen when the blurry picture of my fantasy leaves my mind. Embarrassment. I'm ashamed of even thinking it. How could I ever-

'I'm sorry, what did you say?', I blurt out immediately with my face glowing a bright red. A warm tint appears on his cheeks as well. The corners of his mouth lift up for a split of a second, showing a smirk.

He enjoyed me staring at him. Even at a time like this.

'We are here', he reminds me again with a voice that makes me disappointed in myself even more than before. I quickly open the door and free myself out of the smoke air inside.

Air is such a nice thing. Gosh I love air. Air is everything.

But that amazing feeling disappears when I realise that I'm standing in a creepy alley filled with rubbish and the great smell from a second ago replaces with one that smells like dead fish and maybe more dead things.

It's nearly 4 pm, but it looks like it's down to 8 already. I'm not lying. This place freaks me out.

I quickly run towards Jungkook before demons will posses me. 'So this is it huh? That safe place', I try saying as neutrally as possible.

Suddenly his arm slides past my back to a right fit on my middle where he gently holds me and gets close to a point that his lips are capable of touching me.

Shoot.

His dark features poison me in a hot desire that is forbidden to say out loud. His peach coloured lips part before breathing his words out deeply, 'I know that this doesn't seem like the best place. But you don't have to be afraid.'

His serieus face makes place for a gentle smile that makes my heart flutter. His eyes look so kind and trusting. I don't know what to think about him, but what I do know, is that he's the most comforting person at the moment and that I just have to give in.

I nod with a soft smile as response, before he carefully let's go of me. Just at the moment his arms leave my waist the feeling of fear comes up to me again.

My burned cheeks replace with a pale cold colour. 'So uh.. where are we exactly?', I ask him while eyeing the area we're standing in. He sighs, not of relief nor irritation, more of...exhaustion.

'I told you that I lived with Jin before right?', he says with his hands in his pockets. I nod. 'Well this is it', he says pointing at my left with his head.

I turn a side and notice a door, which follows up with another one a few meters away. Houses. Not the best ones.

I walk a bit closer and notice the names and the buttons on the wall beside it. I literally thought this whole building belonged to Jin, but I guess he owned one of the apartments.

I quietly read all the names written. H. Song, Y. Kim, S.Kim....

'You lived here?' He shows a sad smile. 'Yea.' I can tell from his reaction that there's a backstory behind. He probably didn't have the best years here, looking at the place. 

After a moment of silent he quickly erases the subject. 'I want you to stay close to me. There are people here who I don't want you to get in contact with.' I guess I really do have a guardian angel.

I nod a firm yes before he presses a button. S.Kim.

I wonder who that might be. And right one second after, a manly deep voice replies out of the microphone.

'Yes?'

'It's Jeon.'

Silence. Jungkook looks devastated. But suddenly the voice responds again.

'What the heck do you want?'

'We need to talk.'

'About?', the voice snaps angrily.

'I'm in a complicated situation- please', Jungkook tries to explain.

For a moment it seems like there's no chance left anymore. The voice is gone, but suddenly the door where Jungkook's hand tightly was holding the doorknob, makes a weird sound meaning the door is open. Jungkook gives a small push and enters the building.

Dark. Cold. A mixture of alcohol and cigarettes. The endless spider webs.

Krrrrrr...BOEM.

I let out a scream and tightly squeeze in Jungkook's arm that I grabbed in fear. The door closed.

Inhale... exhale. I look up and notice him watching me silently. He looks as scared as I am, but not for the door. He's scared for something else. Something that I will find out soon.

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Yes. I'm back in the building. Don't ask why it took so long.
I'm kinda proud of the romantically moments ;)). And mystery guy that lives in Jin's apartment.
Who do you guys think it is?
Any questions? Feedback? I hope it's clear that they are in Yongin and hiding out for the police.
The other members will appear soon.

BBYEz loveliezzz 🏌🏻