I had to watch you fall for someone else until I let my feelings out, but you got mad at me for that.
You avoided me.
I felt so embarrassed for myself, I watched you ride your bike past my window with our friends like as if I didn't just tell you my feelings the night before, maybe I took the I love you's a little too close to heart, or the time I met your mom when u came over to play video games and she said I would make a good daughter in law one day.
1 month, you would avoid me. Go in when I went out and go out when I went in.
1 year, I just watched from a far tbh, but I did watch u grow into a whole new person.
And today, it's a mess honestly.
YOU ARE READING
If I could put it all into words
PoetryI'm not sure if I could call this poetry but, if all my thoughts and emotions could be put into one place, this would be it. S/o to my English teacher for telling me to publish my writing
