Save Me

The Dead Bird

Time skip you didn't miss anything
Hehe
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Bruce POV
I remembered it so clearly , the day Jason passed...
I laid his cold body on the medbay bed cover. My mind was blank I didn't want to believed Jason was dead... And it was my fault for leaving him there by himself... I let him die, I let him... Down.
I called Dick said it was an emergency.
Half an hour later Dick arrived on his motorbike I didn't recognise him at first, he was in a black and blue suit, his motorbike was changed from red to black and blue too. He went out to find himself, I guess... he found.
I was proud, but in a moment like this I really don't want to see him sad.
"Hey~ Bruce long time no see, so how's everyone new favourite Robin doing huh?,oh and BTW I go by the name Nightwing now, Hey Jaybird come see your brother ~" he said with a smirk, hope to see his little brother hopped onto him and they will hug and finally fell asleep together on the sofa like in the old days...
When recieving no answer from me at all, he became cautious.
" Bruce?,​Where's Jay.... " his smiling face was changed into a worried one
I couldn't answer....i didn't want to believed that he's gone.
"Dick... I-" I stopped it felt like that time when we had a fight, all I could do at that moment was, handing a crowbar covered in blood to a terrified Dick...
When I calmed down, I explained everything.
Dick rushed to medbay to find his little bird on the bed, not moving nor... Breathing.
He touched his cold hand and cried all night, when I find them again, Dick fell asleep from tiredness, next to his brother, who is now sleeping.... Forever.
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3 days later
Dick POV
*at Jason's funeral*

I couldn't look in the mirror... No, I'm afraid to see my face all red my nose are stuffy, my eyes puffy.
"Jason's not dead, no my brother is not dead, he couldnt be"
I promised to always be there for him.. I failed him, I shouldn't have left, it should have been me not him.
All these thoughts run through my head all day, I would constantly have nightmares, it's harder to fall asleep everyday....
"why did you leave?"
"you could have saved me Grayson!"
"you lied!, you promised, and you broke it!"
"it should have been you!"
"look what you've done to me!"
"I HATE YOU!"
No...Jason, I'm sorry, I'm sorry sorry sorry, I broke down crying, every night it was the same painfull dream,Jason was still so young so much we hadn't done.
On the funeral day it was also
My little bird, birthday.

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3 years later
Dicks POV
I never gotten over Jason's death nightmares still haunt me, I changed.
I go out drinking at the club everyday, going back come drunk or ended up in someone else's bed, waking up in the morning without realizing what I've done. Just trying to run away, forget the past. Nothing ever worked.
No matter how many times I've beaten the shit out of those guys
I wasn't satisfied. I couldn't kill the Joker, I couldn't kill... Anyone.
But now Bruce thought I would be a great idea for me to have more siblings so I could get over Jason's death. But that didn't help, no matter how many Tim, Barbara, Cass, Stephanie, Kate, Duke, Damain (the whole dange family😂)
I love them all unconditionally, I have to be strong infront of them all, to protect them, they can never find out what happened in the past.
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Another time skip heh😅
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Dick POV again

I'm dating Slade Wilson now. Yes THAT Slade Wilson, he is a villain I know but what can we say love is love, we met at the bar, I never knew I was gay until I met him. (guess who bottomed🤔🤭).
We got thought hard times together,
He really did help me get over Jason's death. I know he's not coming back.
Surprisingly Salde is also a teacher at our school a Business teacher. I know how could a villain? And why?
When I asked he said he like teaching kids and since I'm in that school he can always keep an eye on me... Because I'm not exactly a 'good' student.
Partying almost everyday try not to get drunk skipped litterlly every class, and ended up with a horrible friend.
Meet Luke he's my only "friend" since others think I'm a gay bitch, daddys boy and all the stuff and wouldn't hangout or talk to me or even looking at me in my eyes, just starting stupid rumors about me. Luke was the only choice I didn't want to be alone and hanging out with only the girls is kinda boring I don't want to go back home everyday with full on makeup mode, yep girls "love" me, it felt like hell.
Luke is the so call school bully the trouble kid and all those stuff so guess we're a pretty good fit don't you think?
I have to play along with him or else I'II get hit, I couldn't hit him back or he'll know what I am.
So that's how it all started....
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