To All The Boys I've Ever Dated__ P.S... I Still Love You ✔

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It was a picture from the last date we had before crossing over to 2020. The year had only began and the hash reality that loving each other wasn't enough, was setting in, It never was and it never will be.

After I narrated my whole ordeal with a handsome stranger in person of Samuel Macaulay, he threatened to break up with me. I tough it was because I didn't tell him I was going out with Samuel or the fact that the night of the outing Samuel in all honesty just wanted someone he could call and talk late into the night with.

I really didn't know which it was but I do know that he was very upset the day. Which so happens to be the night of the outing it self 2nd of January 2020. He didn't let me live that day down every move, every word everything damn thing I did, he always found a way to relate it with my outing with Samuel.

If he wasn't relating it to my outing with Samuel, he would relate it to marriage. Some times it's the horrible combination of both and I was honestly fed up. I sigh wondering how I got me self into his mess in the fit place. Then I remembered it all started like any other regulatory day...

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December 18th 2019

I had just finish working my ass off at LTV (lagos Television) the media company I chose for my IT Internship placement. It was a difficult choice to make because there were many media choice I had in mind but I had to choose one. I sighed further remembering the struggle I went through Just to get an IT placement. Trust me it was not easy at all, it was like writing an application letter that you wanted to work in an organization and it was up to them to decide if they were going to accept you or decline.

It was one stressful process which I was glad was coming to an end for me. Internship placement could last for 3months,6months or 1years but according to the school and my department syllabus my Internship at LTV was to last 3months. I start immediately I conclude 300 level which was first week in September and now my time there was slowly coming to an end. To be honest I was happy no more having to wake up as early as 8 to get ready for work which was by 2pm in the afternoon.

I was even happy I was on afternoon shift hence my resumption time to work was 2pm. For those on morning shift it was pretty obvious they had to be at woke by 7am latest 8am. I yawed loudly before picking my bag and heading to the bus stop. After waiting for an our and a half it was already getting late and the sky was already get dark. Just as I began panicking a bus arrived and even though a lot of people tried to enter, I was still able go squeeze my self into back set behind a very Loud and lousy passenger you would shut up for the life of him.

At first I wanted to tap him and politely ask him to shut up because his constant bickering and back and forth argument with his friends wasn't helping to easy the headache which was slowly developing in my head. I soo badly wanted to do that but I couldn't because I had unconsciously falling for the sound and texture of his voice. It was deep so mesmerizing even his laughter was breathtaking. I didn't know how but I have already began imaging my life with him and wonder what kind of father he would be. Or how our adorable little angels will be running around in the balcony. Or how----

Anu! You have a boyfriend! stop fantasizing about a handsome strange that is right in front of you

My inner mind scolded and I couldn't help but laugh a little, the same time this handsome stranger and his friend laughed. Our laugher echoed through out but my voice and my language was louder and this inevitably attracted his attention. He turned his head a bit to look at me and my hands instantly flew to my lips to cover my mouth. I was definitely grinning and I'm sure he could see it even while my hands where on my lips covering it.
He smiled at me and I could have sworn I felt butterfly erupt in the pit of my stomach