DEAR DIARY
Was I wrong for wanting to be loved or to love someone?
I just wanted someone to hold my hand and tell me everything will be fine,
Someone to give me a shoulder to cry on,
Someone to tell me they will be there for me always,
Someone to just love me unconditionally.
Our moments together were precious and few,
but I cherished them all more than you knew.
I wake up and cry for all I miss.
Tears of blood fall from my broken heart.
I never thought we would be apart.
When you held me, you said "forever."
Now that you're gone, I know you meant "never."
I was busy trying to keep this relationship.
Trying to make it last,
but now all we have
are memories from the past
I should have cried a long time ago,
But instead, I loved you so.
I should have known.
I guess love wasn't for me.
I want to run, I want to hide
From all the pain he caused inside.
I want to scream, I want to cry.
Why can't I tell him goodbye?
I want to move on;
I just can't let go.
I love him more than he will ever know.
I want to start over,
I want to feel free!
But this pain will never leave me be.
He hurt me badly;
the pain is deep
From all the promises he couldn't keep.
All the lies I heard him say
Are in my head and just won't fade.
But still, my love for him runs deep,
And kills me inside how you are wrapped around my mind.
I feel as though you hurt me I feel this chapter has not come to an end.
Talk to me, so I know what is going on in your head.
What we had doesn't deserve to end.
I guess Cinderella was the only one who met her Prince charming and had a happy ever after.
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The Depths Of My Heart
Short StoryA diary collection of my thoughts. At this moment my thoughts are my greatest threat. I can't bare to think of anything but the way my life is taking a huge turn and I have to comply. I'm becoming a slave in my own mind and am trapped inside. My hea...
