Alone||PJM

Part(1)

The day went by sufficiently as I stared out the window, there were still droplets of rain drizzling freely.

I smiled to myself.

Rain is the only thing that keeps me smiling because I find it somewhat similar to me, gloomy and dark.

Tears started to form in my eyes as I eyed the window.

"Why?" I whispered lightly rubbing my left eye.
"Why me?"

Jimin's POV:

I stared at her she seemed like she was crying.

Why though?
It wasn't like I cared but it hurts me to see someone suffer other than me, I mean my life is funny I guess, my mom dropped me in this hospital when I was little thinking I needed mental help.

I mean look at my state now.

I have no one by my side no friend no sister, not even a brother to lean on.

I tried a couple of times to end my life. I mean in the end what's the point when every day I get new medication and am trapped in this room, I am tired.

The nurse walked in handing me my evening meal grossing me out.

It was some vegetables a cup of milk and white rice.

"Here Jimin when you finish tell me to give you your medication ok?" she told as she glanced at the girl beside me and frowned.

"Are you ok, Jennie?"

She didn't respond, she stayed quiet, then she whispered a"leave" before the nurse understood and walked away.

Jennie's POV

Flashback:

"Minyo why? Why were you with her in that room?" I questioned holding back the urge to cry.
"Jennie listen I have something to tell you."

"What is it, please don't say somethi-"

"We need to break up," he announced.

I let out a chuckle, "Are you kidding me?"
"No not really, I only dated you for your money," he proceeded.

"What did you say?"
"I said I only dated you for your money I mean who would date an ugly b*tch like you," he insulted pointing his rusty finger at me.

He laughed and turned the other way leaving me broken.
I remember I clasped and fell onto the floor.
I stayed like that for a few minutes then got up and left his house.
I shivered, the cold breeze striking my skin. I sat on the cold bench shivering.

Where will I go now?
I tried calling my parents but they already knew that he broke up with me so they did what they always did abandon me. In the end, I am the wrong person who else?

End of Flashback

I turned my face to the bed next to me, where that black-haired guy laid.
He was calmly eating his meal.

He turned his head towards me, we stared at each other for quite some time until I broke the awkwardness and turned towards the window.

Well, that was nerve-racking...