𝕒𝕕𝕧𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕤𝕜𝕒𝕝𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟘

12.12.20

teen idle – marina

Pansmione

Singing: Hermine

Hermine war das Ideal gewesen. Immer. Immer war sie die Beste gewesen. Hatte Parkinson in ihrem fünften Jahr weggeschickt, als sie nach einem gemeinsamen Ausflug nach Hogsmeade gefragt hatte. Jetzt ist Hermine 80 Jahre alt und sie hat nicht gelebt. Nie. Wenn sie doch nur die Zeit zurückdrehen könnte. Wenn sie Parkinson doch nur unter den Mistelzweigen geküsst hätte. Wenn sie sie doch damals nur ins Wasser geschubst hätte und selbst hinterher gesprungen wäre. Wenn sie doch die verdammten Bücher verbrannt hätte, anstatt Parkinsons Briefen...

I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don't know why but I feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish I hadn't been so clean
I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake

Yeah, I wish I'd been a
Wish I'd been a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I've come alive

I wanna be a virgin pure
A 21st century whore
I want back my virginity
So I can feel infinity
I wanna drink until I ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts and angel cake
I'm gonna puke it anyway

Yeah, I wish I'd been a
Wish I'd been a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I've come alive
Come alive, I've come alive

I wish I wasn't such a narcissist
I wish I didn't really kiss the mirror when I'm on my own
Oh God, I'm gonna die alone!
Adolescence didn't make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugly years of being a fool
Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?

Yeah, I wish I'd been a
Wish I'd been a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I've come alive
Only to find I've come alive
Only to find I've come alive

Come alive

Feeling super, super, super!
Feeling super, super, super!
Feeling super, super, super!

Come alive