The Cruel World (completed)

Chapter 32: Trust, love and respect

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:I'm hesitant publishing this chapter but yah... happy reading

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Trust, love and respect

Bai LouYin cannot contain his happiness when he heard the news from YouQi. "Really?? When are you coming here??" Bia LouYin utters which also caught by Gu Hai's hearing as he walks near Bai LouYin. "I can't wait to see you. Ok. Bye YouQi!!"

"Ehemm... I haven't seen you for long but look at you sweet-talking on the phone with another guy. I can't wait to see you...nye nye" Gu Hai repeats Bai LouYin's words as he stands in front of Bai LouYin. "Wow!! How sweet of you to talk that way to that guy. Just tell me honestly if you want that guy more than me."

Gu Hai is about to put up a fight when Papa Bai walks in and say something. "Am I smelling it right?" He looks at Yinzi then to Gu Hai "...I can smell jealousy." Then he walks out leaving his two sons alone.

"Where are you going?" Gu Hai hold Bai LouYin's hand who is about to turn away from the scene too.

Bai LouYin looks back at Gu Hai. "I will take a shower. I want to cool down. Let go of my hands."

"I will not let you free until you told me that I'm still your lover and not that son of a b*tch you're eager to see."

"Gu Hai!! Let go of me.. my hand hurts."

"I told you I will not let go."

"This is so childish Gu Hai. I just came back of your life and you're asking me things like this. Can you please be reasonable?"

"How can I be unreasonable? Do you think I left you this morning because of my company? I left to investigate that bastard lurking at you. Wow! He's tall and quite good looking and just right to become a model...huh!"

"There's nothing to be jealous babe. He's a good friend of mine I told you that already."

"Yeah! But the way you told me that a while ago talks differently."

"How come I talk differently? I just think that I don't need to talk about him that much because I know you. You'll just get jealous. I know your possessiveness since from the start. You have me already. I came back because of you. I came back because I love you. So what's there to get jealous? Let go of my hands."

Gu Hai let go of his hands after hearing everything from Bai LouYin. Bai LouYin went to his room upset and went inside the bathroom and stand below the shower as he cools his body with the cold water pouring unto him with his clothes on.

Gu Hai left frozen from his place. Uncle Bai came in and help him sit in a nearby wooden chair. "Come here son. I know you just love my son so much that's why you're becoming like this. And since you love Yinzi... please trust him. I know he trusts you too."

"But uncle..." Gu Hai didn't know what to say as his tears starts to well up.

"Calm down.. relationship is not all about love and romantic things, you also need trust. Trust each other. That way you also respect each other. Trust, love and respect are not made separately. They are made to make people together just like the two of you."

"Thank you uncle."

Bai HanQi is consoling Gu Hai when Jiang Yuan came with a tea pot and cups for them.

"Here... have some tea first. Then if you feel like you're calm already, then go to Yinzi and talk to him. I know Yinzi and YouQi because they became good friends during the time that Yinzi is with me in the U.S. They are just friends... though YouQi starts to like him when they get to know each other personally but Yinzi told him about you, that he have you already in his heart. YouQi accepted that and they became closer almost like a real brother."

"Thank you auntie." Gu Hai never misses to say thank you to his future-in-laws since they know their son before him.

The three of them shared the tea and a few chats about Yinzi when he is abroad. Bai LouYin studied the flows of the Jiang Group. It is because Jiang Yuan make sure that Bai LouYin will be the rightful heir of the Jiang Group after earning the trust again from her parents. Though she got married to a businessman chosen by their parents. Her new husband got into an accident and died leaving her the company and their son, Tong Tian. Now Tong Tian is in the U.S. and still studying. Since she is free now and finally had her parents' blessings, she chose to be with Bai HanQi and now their two sons, Yinzi and Tong Tian... and soon Gu Hai.

After their tea time and chats, Gu Hai finally calmed down and went to Yinzi's bedroom. Though with heavy feet, he made it in front of Yinzi's bedroom.

...knock...

...knock...

He keeps on knocking but there is no Yinzi opening the door. He turns the knob and luckily it opens. When he went inside there is no Yinzi also on the bed since he assumes that Yinzi might be sleeping because he's upset. He heard the sound of a dripping water from a shower so he went inside the bathroom. He knocks on the bathroom door but Yinzi did not open it. He tried to push the door and it opens also. He looks at the inside and there he saw Yinzi still fully clothe under the shower rain.

Bai LouYin felt it when the door opens but he did not bother himself to look around since he knew it will be Gu Hai. He felt like Gu Hai is not trusting him that's why he gets hurt and upset. He is crying under the shower rain with a heavy heart.

"Baobei... I'm sorry."

"Go out..."

Gu Hai step closer to Yinzi and hug him from behind. He didn't bother himself getting wet as long as he can tell Yinzi he felt sorry. "I'm sorry baobei..." he kisses Yinzi's wet shoulder as he utters his apology. "Sorry for being jealous. It's so wrong of me knowing that you came back because of me."

"I told you to go out and leave me."

"No.. this time I will not let you go until you accept my apology." Gu Hai turn Yinzi's body around so he can be face-to-face with Yinzi. He hugs Yinzi tight as he whispers in his ears all his apologies. "I didn't mean to hurt you just like that. Sorry for being childish baobei." He cupped Yinzi's face in his palms. "Yinzi... I just get hurt too much for 3years and I didn't think that you get hurt too without me for those years. I know you get hurt too... and YouQi is there to help you smile. I'm thankful for him for at least not making you feel sad. I'm thankful to him that he respects our love for each other... and that he respects your choice. I'm thankful that even though there are guys around you, you still chose me. You chose to love me and come back to me. I will always be forever grateful."

Yinzi earns a kissing from Gu Hai. "Answer me baobei... Are you still mad at me? Please consider forgiving me baobei. I promise I will trust you forever and ever."

Yinzi felt lighter now that Gu Hai starts to accept his mistake and apologizing. "Promise??" Yinzi asks.

"YESS! I promise!!" Gu Hai kiss Yinzi again on the lips. "I also promise I won't get jealous again."

Gu Hai is about to kiss Yinzi again but Yinzi stops him from kissing with his finger on Gu Hai's lips. "No! I won't believe you. You're Gu Hai and you'll always be jealous to any being out there who knows the feeling of love."