Unfixable

~~Chapter 2~~The Past~~

~~~~~The Past~~~~~

I walked inside my house and found my mom in my second favorite room in the house, the kitchen. I decided not to mention that I had a panic attack because she would freak out. The doctor said it was dumb of me to go to school, because I cant have boys around or near me because of my panic attacks. The problem was that I couldn't do home school for some stupid reason.  I went upstairs and got in the shower washed the sand and salty water out of my hair and rinsed my body then got out very slowly trying not to fall and eat it this time. Yes, I say this time because the very first shower (and several after) I took here ended in me hugging the ground and a busted knee due to the slippery floors.It felt wonderful. I hear my mother talking to someone from downstairs. I walked down the stairs slowly trying not to fall, to see my mother talking to the blonde and brown haired boys from the beach in the living room. I ran down the stairs...Just kidding, what kind of stable person do you think I am? I tripped halfway down the stairs... I was waiting to hit the bottom, but instead my tumbling act was brought to a halt and I began having trouble breathing due to the hand that securely wrapped around my waist. I looked up to see that the brown head boy had caught me. Man, I really need to learn their names. Calling them by the color of their hair is kinda confusing. I snapped out of my thoughts once I noticed the boys looking at me weird. Then it came to my realization that they are probably looking at me weird because I am just casually dying... I  pointed to my inhaler for the second time today. Mom finally understood and then handed me my emergency inhaler that we keep in the kitchen. This is really getting annoying. They need to leave. Now would be nice."What are you doing here? Did u guys follow me?"

"Noooo. We were sent on a secret mission by the CCSA, were here to protect you from harm." said the blonde with sarcasm yet again. I gave both boys a blank stare and they started laughing.

"what does CCSA even mean?" asked the other boy curiously.

"...Central Chocolate Spy Agency" said the blonde trying his best to keep a stright face. We all started laughing, including my mom.

"You need to get out. I have school tomorrow. I need to go buy a backpack, binder, and anything else I will need for school. In fact, I have to find the school.i I don't even know where it is!"

I said annoyed that they were still here because i didn't want to have another panic attack if one of them gets to close.

"What school are you going to?" they asked in sync.

"Winchester High?" I asked more like questioned.

"Well then we could help you because we go to the same school." said blondie.

"Welcome newbie" said turd head. I gave him a glare he just smirked.

"Don't touch me. Or else I will have to take my inhaler. If you get close I will start to breathe heavily, and I might faint-" I was cut off by turd-head "I know I'm hot but no need to go fainting over me" he said

I'm going to kill this dude if he doesn't shut-up. His ego is bigger than his head.

They questioned me about my panic attacks but I didn't tell them. The doctor said it would go away eventually if I was lucky. I Wonder if they will go away?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"what is it? what's wrong with her?why cant she breathe?!"my mother yelled at the doctor.

"I can assure you your daughter is fine. It was a panic attack, possibly triggered by something in her past-"

I stopped listening and looked at my now pale mother. We both knew what it was.

"your daughter will need to keep an inhaler with her at all times."

"OK."my mother weakly replied.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END OF FLASHBACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Both idiots-I mean boys-agreed, we walked out the front door and I noticed that all that was sitting there was two bikes. I gave them a smile and hopped on the bike. Turd and blondie looked at me weird. They didn't believe that I jumped on the bike with no hesitation. They're in for a big surprise.

I raised my eyebrows at them, they realized what I meant and got on their bikes.I then noticed that I couldn't get on their bike with one of them, because I would have a attack yet again. "blondie, get on turd-heads bike" I said. They looked at me funny, once blondie realized that I gave them names he started laughing.

"t-t-t-turd-head!" he said with tears forming in his eyes pointing his finger at...turd-head. turd-head looked mad. I gave him a blank stare.

"Do I need to go get you toilet-paper so you can cry and cuddle with eachother? Or should I just call the waaa-mbulance?" I asked. He turned a deep red, with his fists clenched. Blondie was just laughing hysterically barley able to catch his breath.

"I-I-I like you!" said blondie "You got guts to stand up to him". I just shrugged and started the bike. I don't know how standing up to someone makes me have guts but okay...I began to drive off and heard my mother tell me to be careful. Blondie and turd-head were riding next to me. I heard turd-head say something under the lines of 'wreck my bike and your dead'. I didn't know that this was his bike I evily smiled. I didn't care I was having fun. I just wish I didn't have a panic attack every time I got near a boy.

The past can effect your present even if you try to leave it behind.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AUTHORS NOTE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

IDK IF THIS BOOK IS ANY GOOD. ITS MY FIRST BOOK. IF THERE'S ANYTHING WRONG I WILL TRY TO FIX IT ASAP. IF YOU ARE READING THIS PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT. 

*THIS CHAPTER HAS BEEN EDITED FOR SPELLING AND STORY ERRORS*

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