Minho's doll

mixed feelings

𝐋𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐅𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐃 𝐀𝐂𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐘
[ 3:34 am ] — room 325

you looked at the ceiling. thinking about the things your  "parents" told you. you teared up while thinking about the things you all experienced and went through. your friends didn't text you since you told them that you HAVE to leave for awhile. you squeezed your teddy and tears fell down on your pillow

you're an overthinker and all you feel right now is pain. you turned to face the door as your heart stopped seeing minho standing there and wanting to sneak out. you immediately got up and sat on your bed. minho turned around and put his finger to his lips, "shh."

he wanted you to come to him and you did. but quietly because chris was sleeping. minho pushed you out of the room and closed the door. he took your arm and lead you to the library not saying any word because of all the guardians

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he pushed you against a wall, as you both arrived. you closed your eyes and got a little heart attack. he didn't say anything but after awhile you felt his finger wiping your tears away

"why did you cry?", he softly asked and caressed your cheek. his arms wrapping around your waist, pulling you closer to him to hug you tight and rubbing your back, "you're with m-.. with us now. you'll be fine and safe."

his soft voice and kind words made your heartbeat normal again. his touches and his head right next to yours.. it made you feel some type of way

"what are we doing here..?", you finally spoke and looked right into his eyes. his mouth turned into a smirk and held your hands. "i always meet my friends here. but i can't see them yet", "at such a time?", he chuckled. your shyness made him feel like a guardian himself

"promise me, that you won't tell chris, okay?", you got confused and asked him about the reason. minho didn't have any patience and held your arm a bit tighter, "promise." you nod your head and took your arm away. you can't measure this man at all. he has so many personalities

"yahh minho", someone said and hit his shoulder. they greeted each other. you didn't know who it was, since you ONLY know chris and minho. oh.. and misses maxwell

he had dark hair and only wore black clothes. he was smaller than minho, but had such a kind smile. he took a bow seeing you in your pyjama, "my name's changbin. please call me bin. or binnie. or the man who takes care of minhos drunk ass"

"ha ha. very funny", you needed to laugh but immediately covered your mouth. minho looked at you and furrowed his eyebrows. he came closer and put his hand on the wall behind you, "so you find this funny, huh?", he smirked and licked his lips, "then wait till we play "simon says"."

simon says? you got confused again but didn't say anything and just nodded. you were afraid of him, but he had something no one else had. he took your hand and walked with you and changbin to another part of the library seeing even more people

you suddenly felt so uncomfortable and ugly seeing all
those beautiful girls. compared to you, they're goddesses. you got shy and tried to hide behind minho. he felt the tense and that you're uncomfortable, but he didn't really care and smiled

"another chick, mister lee?", someone added and laughed. everyone laughed with him. even minho. he rolled his eyes, "take a seat, y/n." he pushed you to an empty seat next to changbin and a girl. minho sat between lots of girls who looked at him full with lust

but his eyes always met yours. your heart started to race again and you got kind of jealous. you rolled your eyes and played with your fingers as someone gave you a drink. "drink this to calm down", he chuckled

minho was staring at you, as you denied. you knew it was alcohol and you just didn't want to drink it in front of people you don't even know. minho shook his head, "i knew you wouldn't drink it."

you stared at him but with madness. you took the cup and drank everything out in a few seconds. "knew you would think that", you said and smirked as well. his eyes got bigger and you could see the interest in him

after awhile of just talking and literally doing nothing, changbin decided to recommend a game. everyone nodded and most of them were already drunk. you were sure it's illegal to drink here, but you didn't say anything

the girls next to minho started to touch him and your right hand formed into a fist. you inhaled and exhaled a lot of time. you didn't know you could be that jealous. he touched her jawline and smirked at her, "what if we play "simon says"? wouldn't it be interesting?"

everyone nodded their heads and got ready. you still didn't know what it was, but you'll see. changbin raised his arm and started, "minho, simon says kiss the girls next to you and tell us who's a better kisser."

minho laughed and did what he said. you bit your lip and closed your eyes. you couldn't see it. see him kissing someone else.. it made you insane. "mhmm, i don't know. i would say the the left one", he chuckled and touched their thighs. you looked down and tried to ignore the whole situation

"y/n!", your head lifted up facing him, "simon says.. mhmm.. sit on changbins lap and kiss him passionately. if you can, but i really doubt it, shy chipmunk." he smirked and was sure you wouldn't do it, but you smirked back. he wasn't expecting this reaction

you got up and sat on changbins lap. both eyes widened as you softly took his head and started to kiss him. his arms wrapped around your waist and your hips moving to his lead. minhos look was priceless. he got up and pulled you to him breaking the kiss since it was a long time

"what are you doing?!", "playing the game?", his eyes were filled with anger. he pushed you towards the door, "go and sleep! i don't wanna see you here anymore. be quiet and don't wake up chris."

he threw the key at you and closed the door. he even locked it. you were so speechless that you wanted to cry but something stopped you from doing it