hold me ➳ troyler au // FIRST //

XI

IMPORTANT AUTHOR'S NOTE AT END! read the fourth AND fifth paragraph in author's note please! xx

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Troye

13.09.14

1:47 p.m.

"Because I love you."

Tyler loves me?

No, he doesn't. He could never love a suicidal freak.

I ignore the voice - Connor's voice - in my head. I smile at Tyler. The nurses knock on the door and take me away. I feel a pair of eyes on me, which I assume are Tyler's eyes. I was then brought to the surgery room where a bunch of doctors surround me. They put a mask over my face and I fall into a deep slumber.

15.09.14

3:45 p.m.

I was released from the hospital two day later. Tyler didn't visit me those two days, which I'm not sure why. Maybe homework?

My mum or dad or siblings did not pick me up, so I was stranded at the hospital. They told me that I have to be watched while taking the pills. They didn't hand me the pills yet, though, they said they will give it to whomever picks me up.

I sat in the lobby for another 20 minutes. I was bored, until I see Tyler's car. My smile grew wide when I saw his face. Tyler quickly walks in and takes a seat next to me.

"Why aren't you in your room?" He asks.

"I'm waiting for my mum and dad to pick me up, but they aren't here yet. I think they used the wrong number to call," I explain.

"I can pick you up. I can bring you to your house or to my home? I'm pretty sure my mom will be alright with it."

"Sure. That sounds fine." Tyler nods and a doctor walks over to Tyler, telling him what to do. He hands him my pills and then we head out.

4:27 p.m.

We got to Tyler's house and he helps me out. I took a good look at his house. It was a small one story house. A woman came outside of it. "Hi, Tyler! How was-" The woman looks at me. She smiles. "Who is this?"

"This is Troye. Troye, this is my mom, Jackie."

"Hi, Mrs. Oakley." I take out my hand for her to shake it. Instead, she hugs me.

"Oh, sweetheart, just call me Jackie. Come inside! It's getting cold." We walk into Tyler's house. It was a clean place with just plain brown walls. The ground was carpeted. "Do you boys want something to eat? Or do you just want me to order a pizza?"

"Order a pizza."

"Got it!" I saw Jackie pick up a phone and dial a number. Tyler takes me to his room and shuts it.

"Your mom is nice," I say, sitting down on a chair in his room.

"Visitors always say that. She's a devil when we're just home together, alone." I giggle. There was a silence. Then, I hear Jackie's voice.

"THE PIZZA'S HERE!" She says in a happy voice. Tyler jumps up from his seating position and runs to the kitchen. I walk in the same direction slowly, trying to be careful to not injure myself. I made my way to the dinner table. I take a slice of pizza and put it on my plate that Tyler gave to me. We then walk back to his room.

I sat down on a chair across from his bed where he was sitting. We ate our pizzas in silence. Then, he takes my empty plate and he takes it towards the kitchen and comes back to his room. He shuts the door and takes out his computer from under his bed and goes onto a website of some sort. I thought it was Facebook, until I saw a darker shade of blue reflecting from his glasses. Everything was so quiet.

I turn on my phone.

Troye. It's me again, Connor. I thought you would have been dead already during the surgery. Well, you could have been already dead before the surgery. Just if Tyler never showed up. But just imagine, if Tyler never showed up, you would have been dead. And if you died, that means you had no one for help. But of course, Tyler has to save the day. I wish he'd just die already, too—

"Tyler?" I say, cutting Connor's voice and breaking the silence.

"Yeah?" He says back, not looking up from his computer screen.

"I love you, too."

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i poSTED A CHAPTER BC I HAD TIME TODAY SINCE I TOOK A 5 MINUTE STUDY BREAK (this took 10 minutes to type js)

sO i have some things to tell you:

sorry for such a short chapter. i'm still studying for finals and i have a final tomorrow for history, so mind wishing me luck? i wish you luck too if you have finals tomorrow or the day after!

i'm also doing a q&a for my next video for my youtube channel which is www.youtube.com/camillehanda and i need questions! if you wanna submit a question, go to my fanpage on instagram which is @awkwardclifford or www.instagram.com/awkwardclifford . to find the post that has the submitted questions, find the post with purple and blue colours and it has white words all in captials. 

i'm also writing another fanfic! it's a muke fanfic if you ship muke (michael clifford and luke hemmings) called hospitalized. if you want a sneak peak at it, i can post a few lines from that story onto this story in the author's note? i don't know if it's good and i need an HONEST opinion. if you want to, you can comment anything on this paragraph if you want to have a sneak peak at my new muke fanfic, hospitalized.

okay so today (this is rlly funny trust me) (<--- i'm lying to you js) my teacher points out i'm selling girl scout cookies and two people ordered. one of those people was my crush. now the funny part is (for me) is that he wants to buy 10 boxes. highlighting the word, 10. ten. tententententen. and then he just takes out a $50 bill out of his pocket and hands it to me

like wtf dude who has a random $50 bill in their back pocket you didn't even know i was selling girl scout cookies in the first place

okokokok time for the question

Chapter XI Question:

How do you like Jackie so far in this story?

time to study some more so bYE 

stay strong and ilyasfm ♥