So this is a bit of an extra update..
My parents decided I could do some online shopping but my mom would have to over look my cart before I checked out and well I had a lot of graphics and my mom said they were stupid and stuff and my dad said,"when we use to dress you,you would always look pretty but now that you're older and you dress yourself you always look..." *my thoughts* wow okay thanks dad that didn't hurt my feelings at all.. Then my mom said,"can I dress her up again pleaseeeeeeee?!" And my dad said yes and i went to my room and started crying and I got called back and with tears no longer visible on my face, my dad said,"you always dress the same,in loose clothing and stuff."
Me:I like to FEEL COMFORTABLE in my clothes.
So they finally let me go to my room and well I lost it and started to bawl my eyes out and all I was thinking was,"im not a fucking Barbie doll that you just play dress up with!" and "im not a 5 year old anymore." or "who the hell do I need to impress? them? lol no I want to feel good in my clothes not feel awkward and look 'pretty' " I was beyond pissed because I felt like I wasn't good enough for my parents and that I'm sorry that I'm not they daughter they wanted..
Okay well I'm going to end it there because I just realized that I was crying while typing this..
Pizza?
Pizza.
Bye <3
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A Stupid Teenage Girl
RandomThis is my life. Was writing a book about it a good idea? Probably not. But I thought I'd share it with you,why you ask? Well because I'm just a stupid teenage girl.
