Chapter 23

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"Colby, you need to eat!" Sam said as I just shook my head staring at the wall blankly.

It's been few days since the miscarriage, I've been doing worse.

I haven't eaten at all, whenever I do I just throw up.

"Colby this ain't good for you! You need to eat." He said and I looked at him with tears in my eyes.

"I-I... I'm... I." I choked out as he frowns and hugged me.

"I-I'm sorry I-I'm just a-a mess!" I sobbed out as he shook his head.

"Your not a mess, you are hurting right now so your struggling." He said as I sniffled and chewed my lip.

"C-can w-we t-tell my parents t-today?" I whispered as he smiled softly at me.

We've told his parents yesterday but I couldn't tell my parents. Bringing up that I had a miscarriage to my parents hurts me.

"Of course, now?" He asked as I nodded with a sniffle.

I grabbed my phone shakily and dialed my parent's number. It rang for a few seconds before they picked up.

"Hey boys!" My dad chirped as both of them appeared on the screen.

"How is the baby doing?" My mom asked causing my heart too shattered and bit my lip.

"W-we lost i-it," I whispered shakily hating those words, as my parents gasp

"Oh-my I'm so sorry you guys!" My mom says sadly as I look at Sam with teary eyes.

"Can we be back Mr. and Mrs. Brock?" Sam asked as they nodded with small smiles.

Sam muted it and turned off the camera and pulled me into him as I started to softly cry into him.

"I-I.." I cried as he swayed me back and forth.

"Shh...shh...it's okay shh.." he cooed as I nuzzled my head into his chest, feeling safe to let out my emotions.

"You're doing so good, you're being so strong, baby." He cooed and I sniffled with a small smile and looked at him.

He wiped the tears that were falling on my cheeks, I calmed down after a few minutes and we went back on the call.

"Do you guys want us to come and visit?!" My mom asked and I shook my head.

"I think that would help Colby," Sam said and kissed my forehead.

"I-I don't want t-to be a bother," I whispered and look down folding my hands together.

"Nonsense Colby! You're NOT being a bother to us! We're your parents and we need to be there for each other!" My dad said and I sniffled.

"So, you guys want us to come? I think it would be the best?" My mom asks sweetly as a small smile appeared on my face and nodded.

We talked for a while until they needed to go, I looked at Sam as he looked at me with so much love.

"W-what?" I giggled as he smiled and kissed my forehead.

"Nothing." He says and I nuzzled my head in his chest.

A few hours passed, right now I'm throwing up in the toilet as Sam just rubbed my back.

I guess me being nervous makes me nauseous.

When I got done throwing up, Sam pulled me into him as I just stare at the ground blankly.

"You okay baby?" Sam asked as I swallowed thickly as I felt the need to throw up again.

I shook my head and lean to the toilet again throwing up but with blood.

"It's okay shh...... Elton!!" He yelled as I continue to throw up.

"What?! Everything alright?" Elton asked running in, clearly his father's instincts kicking in.

"Colby's throwing up blood!" Sam explained as I got done throwing up.

"He hasn't eaten, he needs to eat!" Elton said before leaving, probably getting me something to eat.

"N-no I-I'm fine I-I'm not h-hungry," I whispered as Sam shook his head and pulled me into him.

"No, your gonna eat!" He said as Elton came back with Mac and cheese.

I shook my head as I felt fear bubble up in my chest.

I felt like everything I'll eat I'll throw up.

I felt like everything I touch turns into ashes.

"You need to eat Colby," Elton said as I shook my head.

Sam whispered something that I couldn't understand, before I could ask what he had said, he grabbed my jaw and forced it open.

Before I could even react, Elton put mac and cheese in my mouth and Sam closed my mouth.

"Chew baby," Sam whispers as I slowly started to chew shakily.

"There," Sam whispers with a smile as I swallowed the food.

Elton handed Sam the bowl of mac and cheese before sitting next to us. Sam fed more of it before I got full.

"See, that was easy," Elton said as Sam rubbed my back.

"Sorry, t-that I've b-been i-in a pain," I whispered as Sam and Elton shook their heads.

"You're not a pain," Sam said as I sigh.

"Do you want to see the others? They miss you." Elton said as I bit my lip.

"T-they don't hate me?" I asked as they both chuckle.

"None of them don't, they love you, Colby," Elton said as smiled softly.

"So, you want to hang out with them?" Sam asks as I slowly nodded.

Sam smiled and sat up with me bridal style, Elton following us.

When we got downstairs the chattering stopped, when we got into the living room everyone had smiles on their faces.

"Colby!!!" Kat squealed as I smiled softly at her as Sam sat on the couch and I nuzzled my head in his chest.

"Hi Kat," I whispered as she smiled at me.

"Long time no see bruva!!" Corey said with a chuckle as Jake hits him with a pillow.

They ended up having a "pillow fight".

I was proud of myself today, I snuggled into Sam more. We all watch a movie together halfway through it I was almost falling asleep I heard Sam talking to everyone.

"He's gonna love the surprise tomorrow." That was all I heard before actually falling asleep.

Wonder what was he talking about?

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