You ✔ Yoonseok

Confessions pt.4

*long chapter

Hoseok passed out in the hallway, and one of the hot seniors he used to crush on helped him get to the nurses office. His name is Seokjin.

He is a sweetheart, really handsome, romantic, everything you can wish for in a boyfriend! But he was taken. Seokjin couldn't ask for anyone better.

They were the 'it' couple, if not everyone was jealous of their unbreakable relationship, there would atleast be a few, and Hoseok was one of those few.

He was envious of them, especially at the way they both came out as gay. Hoseok wanted a relationship like theirs, but it didn't seem like he was going to anytime soon.

Especially since the way Yoongi was acting.

It's been a week since Hoseok passed out. Hoseok stayed home for two days. Yoongi didn't bother to visit him, or even text him to check on him if he was too much of a coward to face Hoseok.

In the past two days, Hoseok tried to get ahold of Yoongi. He texted him many apologies and asked if they could meet up to talk. Yoongi left Hoseok on seen. Hoseok decided to wait until tomorrow, and when he did he decided to explain in text instead.

He texted Yoongi everything he wanted to say, how he felt, to clear up the misunderstanding, and the past of him and Hyejin.

Hyejin is how he officially knew he was gay. They dated back in middle school in the first year and thats when he knew. He told her he way gay, and she was accepting and more than happy because she had a crush on a female, but didn't want to break Hoseoks heart. They became good friends after that but didn't get the chance to talk much when they moved onto highschool.

He clicked send, but it didn't go through. Hoseok thought it was his wifi but it wasn't... Yoongi blocked him.

He felt the same lukewarm water that streamed down when he was in the hallway. The tears went down his face and onto his phone as he looked through his social medias to find out he blocked him on there too.

Hoseok shut off his phone and layed onto his back and stared at the ceiling trying to control his breath. He then fell asleep, after reminding himself tomorrow he will explain to Yoongi, fully.

The next day
(At school)

They were finally at school, meaning Hoseok could talk to Yoongi now and repair their friendship.

As he was walking down the halls, he felt people staring and heard the faint whispers that he knew were about him.

He looked unbothered but on the inside his stomach was twisting and turning with embarrassment and anxiety.

"Hoseok.. I'm sorry I didn't talk to you that day, I should of said something or helped.."

He turned around hoping it was Yoongi, but instead it was Ahn Hyejin. "Hyejin.. No it's okay really." He gave a smile that was obviously fake. She knew he was hurting. "About the rumours.. Don't think i came to tell you about how I want to reject you or anything. You remember what happened in middle school? So I know that none of the rumours are true. But Yoongi looks really hurt without you, and I know you're hurting too so you should really talk to him." Hoseok almost scoffed in responce.

"I have been trying to talk to him Hyejin, but the only thing he's been doing was ignoring me. He blocked me!" Hoseoks voice cracked at the end of his sentence. "If he was really hurt he would let me talk to him, or he would talk to me about it! At this point I don't think he even cares, so this is the last time I'm going to try and talk to him and if he doesn't give in then thats alright, I'm going to give up just like he did."