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The past few weeks, Osamu was back to his normal self. Kita was quite concerned, Osamu went back to not interacting with Kita. Kita on the other hand was too nervous to approach Osamu. 'i've done this before, calm down just go up to him and ask to hang out.' Kita sighed as he walks over to Osamu, tugging on his sleeve. "Hm? Oh, Captain." Osamu greeted Kita with a nod. "You don't have to call me that anymore.." Kita mumbled. Osamu grimaces, "shut yer trap, your still our captain, Kita." Osamu scolded. Kita laughed at his remark. "Well.. I was wondering if you would like to hang out. With aran and I. You can invite anyone." Kita said, swallowing his nerves. Osamu was surprised but smiled and accepted their invitation, planning to invite his best bud, Suna. But it just so happened both Aran and Suna had to cancel last second.
Osamu and Kita sat infront of eachother, a nostalgic tune played throughout the starry café. Soon their orders came. "Kita-san.. ano.." Osamu gulped nervously. "Yes?" Kita looked up. "are you alright? I heard you and Atsumu broke up." Osamu says as he looks over at Kita. "..I didn't love your brother, I realized that. I thought I loved him but.." Kita said gently. "...It didn't feel right?" Osamu finished Kita's statement to which the boy laughed sadly and nodded. "Yeah.. I guess I made a lot of mistakes here and there." Kita mumbled. "Mistakes?" Osamu tilted his head, curious. Kita chuckled, "I hurt Tsumu, and now the person I like is out of reach." Kita sighed. Osamu flinched a little. "There's someone you like?" Osamu asked. "Yes.. his looks very intimidating but.. deep inside I know he's a softie." Kita smiled at Osamu. Osamu felt his face turn a little red. 'why are you smiling at me? your not implying that its me, right??' Osamu thought as he looked at his food. "Your gonna graduate next week, shouldn't ya spend time with your loved ones or something?" Osamu asked as he ate his French fries. "Im spending time with you, aren't I?" Osamu almost choked on his food. "w-what do you mean?" Osamu gulped. "Oh nothing." As soon as Kita said that, the café owner was about to close up. "It was nice hanging around with you Osamu. see you tomorrow." Kita said as he stood up and waved Osamu 'bye'. As Kita left Osamu burst into a tomato. "What the hell?"
The days flew quick and Kita had subtly hung out with Osamu, wanting to create some memories with him before he would leave for college. Osamu on the other hand was more conflicted, more confused. "Osamu, are you going to the graduation?" Kita asks. "I don't think so.." Osamu said hesitantly. "Well tell me if you change yer mind. Want to grab some food today?" Kita asked with a gentle smile. "Why are you doing this Kita-san?" Osamu asked, taking Kita aback. "I..." Kita trails off. Osamu watches, waiting for his answer. "I like you alot Osamu." Kita said as he looked somewhere else, his cheeks flushed rosey red. Osamu felt his heart beat faster. This was what he dreamt of, before he could blurt out his feelings, he felt something stopping himself. His words never left his throat, instead he shut his mouth and looked down. "Osamu?" Kita called, a little worried. Osamu stood up. "I need some time to think." Osamu said and quickly ran off to wherever his legs would take him. Kita felt his heart hurt a little, but he understands that this was so sudden and Osamu would want to process everything.
Osamu stopped running as he puts his hands on his knees, a few tears dropped down his face. 'why now?? When so many things are holding me back?? Why am I letting these things hold me back?? Can't I just love him??' Osamu wiped his sweat and tears as he panted lightly. "Samu!" His brother yelled, chasing after him. "Are you okay??" Atsumu said as he held onto Osamu's shoulder. "No." "What's wrong?? Do you need anything?"
Osamu looked at Atsumu with a desperate look. "Kita told me he liked me." Atsumu already knew this but it stilled panged some pain in him. "Isn't that a good thing? Don't you.. like him too?" Atsumu said hesitantly, to which sounded like the voice of defeat. "No! I don't.. I don't like... I... I don't know.." Osamu said as the panic was arising. "Why don't you accept his feelings? Give it a try?" Atsumu said with a smile. "But what about you? What about Kita's college life?" Osamu protested. "You love Kita, right? Then you should show him that." Atsumu argued as he held his brother's shoulders. "Get yourself together.." Atsumu shook him lightly. "N..no.. I-i need to think." Osamu said nervously as he swatted Atsumu's hands away, walking away and back home, skipping school. Atsumu sighed, what was holding him back? "3 days till his graduation, Osamu." Atsumu yelled to grey haired boy.
Osamu ended up avoiding Kita for the next three days as many trains of thoughts went in his simultaneously. Osamu was confused.
"It's the graduation samu." Atsumu said as his brother was curled up in his bed. "Tsumu.. what do I do?" Osamu asked as he sat up. Atsumu sighed as he sat down on Osamu's bed. "What is holding you back, samu?" Atsumu asked. "..You loved Kita, and...it'll hurt you." Osamu murmurs softly. "If I'm being honest with you, I was kind of relieved. I don't think I was inlove with Kita, rather I was infatuated." Atsumu explained. "But that's not the only thing holding you back, right?" Osamu nodded. "Wouldn't I be holding Kita back from his college life? What if he falls inlove with someone else in college?" Atsumu smacks Osamu's forehead. "Stop thinking about the what ifs! Your losing your chance with the person you love! Don't think about the future too much. What matters is right now!" Atsumu shook Osamu. Osamu pursed his lips and burst laughing. "I guess you do have some brains in you, Tsumu." Osamu said amidst laughing. "Now go the graduation is probably ending!" "WHAT THE HELL TSUMU?!"
Osamu ran, it felt like one of those cliché romance movies, his heart burned with determination as he sprinted into the gymnasium where he found it almost empty. "Excuse me, where did everyone go..?" Osamu asks a rando. "I think they went to their graduation party?" And so Osamu quickly called Aran and made his way there but his eyes couldn't find the familiar mop of hair. "Looking for Kita-san?" Aran asked as he looked at the sweaty and panting twin. "Yes, is he here?" Osamu asked. Aran gestured to the stairs and Osamu bolted up, finding Kita at the rooftop, the wind lightly brushing his white hair. Osamu slowly approached Kita. Soft sound of a nearby radio played a romantic tune.
𝓘 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓘 𝓶𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓫𝓮 𝓫𝓪𝓭
"Kita-san.." Osamu called to which brought chills down Kita's spine. "..Osamu." Kita looked at the grey haired boy, he felt the air get knocked out his lungs. Osamu was sweaty and panting as though he ran all the way here (which he did). "Osamu are you alright? Why are you so sweaty?"
𝓝𝓸𝔀 𝓘'𝓶 𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓮
Osamu chuckled as he wiped his sweat. "I'm alright." Osamu says.
𝓒𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓘 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓼𝓸 𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭,
𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓘'𝓶 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾.
"What brings you here, Osamu?" Kita asked with a sheepish smile.
𝓛𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓪𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓰𝓸, 𝓘 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓪𝓭𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾
"I have something to telly you." Osamu says as he looked Kita in the eye.
𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓼𝓱 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓴𝓷𝓮𝔀..
"Go on.." Kita said, his heart pounding at what Osamu could say.
Ｗｈａｔ ｍａｋｅｓ ｙｏｕ ｔｈｉｎｋ Ｉ＇ｍ ｓｏ ｓｐｅｃｉａｌ？
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