The Director Kang

Turning The Pages Of Memories

Joohyun laid her tiny body on her comfy bed, what happened between them were playing like slide-show of movies, she could even remember clearly their last encounter they had today, how soft and calming the scent she had, how deep voice that entered smoothly on her ears, how those fit arms secured her tiny body perfectly.

"Thank you." She just said that to herself, hoped Seulgi could hear that.

She closed her eyes tightly, but suddenly the slide-shows on her mind changed to their gold memories , when she was the only one, when she was an everything, when she was the only queen, in those beautiful monolid eyes.

With long breath and a soft whisper..

"Kang Seulgi."

"Oh! so this is the feeling."

"What feeling?" Joohyun asked curiously.

"Called by goddess."

"Silly" Joohyun slapped Seulgi's arm.

"Yours."

"Will you come whenever I call your name?"

"Like a flash, baby." Seulgi tighten her back hug on Joohyun's smaller body, they always ended the day this way, back in each others arms, feel the warmth and just talked about love they had.

"What if you don't come?" Joohyun played with Seulgi's finger in her flat tummy.

"It means I am not longer exist in this universe."

Joohyun slapped the bear's arm again, "Don't talk about something scary like that."

Seulgi chuckled a bit and snuggled herself more on Joohyun's neck, smelling the woman she missed the most whole day, the only scent that calming every storm in her heart.

"I will always come to you, like a first snow."

"Promise?"

Seulgi nodded surely and landed a warm kiss on Joohyun's crown, earned a sweet smile from the queen.

"Kang Seulgi.." Joohyun tears fell freely in her closed eyes, "Where are you? I keep calling your name." She started to sob and held the bedsheet tight.

"Kang Seulgi.." She called again, weakly, "Why did you lie to me?"

"You don't come anymore." Her tears kept falling like a river, wetting her cheeks without needing any approval.

"Keep your promise, please!" She raised her voice but cracked because she was crying, badly.

She just curled her body and hugged her own knees, crying as much as she wanted that night. In this world with many people around her, with the whole damn successfull career she built, popularity she had and the most beauty woman titled perfectly on her, she just felt empty, she felt nothing, she felt like dust.

"I don't need these all, I don't need everything I have now." She couldn't stop the small river on her cheeks still.

Over billions people in this world, she only asked one to God, only one.

"Is that difficult to be granted?" She stared at the wall blankly, "I just want her, only her."

A Kang Seulgi, back to her side, embraced her, hold her, kept her, like she used to.

Joohyun closed her eyes again, "I miss you, will always do."

She wiped her her own tears slowly, "Usually you were the one that did this job." She tried to smile between her teary eyes, " Then you will say.."