The Director Kang

I Can Only See You

"Kang.. Seulgi." Joohyun called in very soft whisper.

Seulgi tried to answer properly, but her heart was so aching, so heavy, so damaged. In the other side Joohyun couldn't hold her tears anymore, those were falling freely on her cheek, she was longing the person she talked on her phone like so much.

Seulgi covered her own mouth with the back of her hand, she tried really hard to not showing any emotion in front of Joohyun, her eyes were teary, her shoulders were bit shaking, even Seungwan's phone was almost fell.

"I am sor—"

"Stop." Seulgi interrupted, like thunder for Joohyun, she missed when this voice only releasing sweet melodies on her ears, soothing her, lullabying her, serenading her.

"Seulgi—"

"I said stop." Seulgi composed her voice as stable as possible, but her tear was flowing but she wiped it immediately, she took a very deep breath, she knew well the woman in other line already cried, it shattered her heart more in pieces, she just couldn't, it was her weakness.

"I.." Joohyun didn't give up to talk with her love one.

Seulgi only closed her eyes, her mind said she needed to end the call like right in this second, but her heart couldn't lie, she craved for this voice, even if this was just a dream, she didn't wanna wake up.

Joohyun took a deep breath and released words, "I.. miss you."

Seulgi smiled in the middle of her not so dry eyes anymore, her heart was really wounded, it suffocated her more knowing Joohyun's feeling, because she was the one made the big hole in her heart, with that love.

"You better hate me." Seulgi finally answered.

"Why?" Joohyun knew she deserved this kind of Seulgi, but she wouldn't ever get use to it, it was hurting her too, as much as Seulgi.

Seulgi answered in very low voice, "It will be easier for me to forget you."

Seulgi ended the call as she done talking, she couldn't listen more, she couldn't talk more, she couldn't stand more, she only sat on the floor and hold Seungwan's phone tightly, she lowered her head and just closed her eyes.

In the other side, a Bae Joohyun, formed a simple smile, it was hurtful but she found another small hope again. Yes, Seulgi was wounded and destroyed, but she finally she knew only herself in Seulgi's head, that was enough for her to keep going on.

Cried this early was worth for Seulgi's voice this morning, even though only few words, it made her heart warmer and she remembered well the time she decided to choose this path, she wouldn't ever give up, it was just beginning, right?

She dried her wet cheeks and inhaled deeply.

"You wont ever forget me, Kang Seulgi."

***

"Action!"

Seulgi's clear and husky voice became a sign for the actress to start her scene, a Bae Joohyun ran beautifully in the middle of green field with flowers path, soft and gentle wind moved her hairs naturally, her bright and flawless skin were showing perfectly above the the blue sky, every single of her step was full of beauty, she was too dreamy, she was so heavenly.

The Director's eyes was locking only to the actress in action, like every single second like a slow motion, every movement shook her heart and mind effortlessly. She was about to forget she was in work, but then she realized when Joohyun ran too long already, she only cursed to herself, Joohyun was never failed to hypnotized her, to paralyzed her.