Him Again

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Almila's P.O.V

Next morning I woke up with the sun shining through my room. I stood up lazily from bed to get ready for school. I walked up to my closet, I chose a black ripped jeans, with a black shirt and yellow converse. After I showered, I straightened my hair, I didn't put any make up on because I just hate it. I went downstairs to find Petra eating breakfast.

"Good morning" I said as I entered the kitchen with a lazy smile.

"Morning" She answered back with a full mouth. I chuckled softly. "Don't you wanna eat something?" She asked as I sat down on the table.

"No I'm not feeling like it" I answered while looking down.

"Oh come on! You gotta eat! Look how skinny you are. Your ribs are showing through your shirt!" She exclaimed. I didn't say anything because there were no words to say. I'm always like this. "When are you gonna stop cutting huh? When you die? Do you like it if you're wearing your wedding dress and you have scars? Why are you like this Mila? Why are you so insecure? When are you going to realize that you're perfect? When are you going to stop starving yourself? When-"

"STOP! STOP IT! QUIT THE QUESTIONS!" I interrupred her by screaming and she immediately shut up. I could feel the tears brimming in my eyes.

"Do you wanna know why I'm like this? Because I can't stand the feeling that someone hates me! And that someone keeps talking shit about! I starve myself because I want to fit in! I want to be beautiful" As I said that I ran to my room to grab my guitar. I don't care about school I'll just skip it. I ran out of the house not forgetting to slam the door on my way. I started walking to the park. I sat in my usual spot and started singing a song I wrote.
I can bite my tounge
I can hold my breath
I can hold the weight of worlds if that's what you want
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head
Knives in my heart
You build me up
And then I fall apart
Cause I'm only human

And that's when I saw him.

I stopped singing and just started at him. His eyes. Oh those eyes I fell in love with. Those eyes that bring me back to life. Those eyes that sparkle. Those Hazel Green Eyes.

"It's you again" He said with a small smile. "I didn't know you're so talented".

"You don't much about me" I answered proudly.

"You have a very nice voice" He complimented.

"Thank you" I blushed.

"You wrote that song?" He asked

"Yes I did" I said unsurely

"You're amazing" He said in enthusiasm

"You're not bad yourself either" I said jokely

"Well listen, I gotta go but.. Can I have your number?" I looked at him shocked. He was asking me for my number. Should I say yes? Or no? Say yes Almila come on! It's a Once In A Lifetime opportunity.

"Yeah sure" I said normally and he gave me his phone. I typed in my number and saved it as Almila❤. I hesitated at the heart thing but then my brain was like What the heck? I saw him typing in his number. He then gave me my phone and I gave him his.

"So I'll see you later?" He said while standing up

"Hopefully you will" I stood up too and placed the guitar on the bench. He stepped in and gave me a hug. I was shocked at first but then I hugged him back. His smell. It's like he's an angel sent from above. He pulled away from the hug.

"Bye Almila"

"Bye Neymar" I said while looking into his eyes.

I saw him leave so I grabbed my guitar and head home. Petrà will probably be at school right now so I don't have to face her. I arrived home and went up to my room. I sat on my bed thinking of my life. When I was with Neymar, he made me forget my pain and sadness.

I grabbed my notebook from my nightstand and started writing a song.

After I finished it was 2:00pm and Petrà will be here any second. I heard the door getting opened and closed. Then I heard footsteps coming upstairs. Petrà opened my bedroom door and said "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Are you okay? Please forgive me. I didn't mean it". She said worridly.

"I'm fine it's okay. Don't worry" I said reassuring her.

"I'm sorry" She said as she hugged me.

"Stop apologizing" I said with a grin on my face. "Now leave me. I need to sleep" I said jokely

"Okay I'm going tiger" She said with a chuckle. She left the room and I was sent away into heavy sleep.

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HIYAAA BABIESHOW ARE YOU? I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER. AND AS I PROMISED NEY IS HERE DON'T FORGET TO VOTE AND COMMENT CAUSE I LOVE YOU
Peace out~Petrà~

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