Your Sad Song

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Almila's P.O.V

I haven't been out of my room for days. My life is a wreck. I had to go live on international TV tonight and I haven't practiced anything. I've been writing songs for the past couple days. I hate my life right now. How could Neymar leave me just like that? I thought he loved me. I thought he cared. But I guess it's true what they say, all boys are same, heartless, cruel and liars. They say they love you. They won't stop saying it until they get what they wanted from the start. Sex and attention. I gave him what he wanted so easily. All my attention was on him. I got up from bed and took a shower. It was 4:00 PM so I have 2 hours to get ready to the show. It was no battle so I was singing alone. All the other days I stayed in bed sleeping all day. I haven't seen sunlight in like forever. I finished bathing. I dressed in a lacy tall white dress and did my hair and makeup (image on the side). I wore white glittery heels which Jana gave to me. I went backstage and saw Jana waiting for me. She's not gonna go up today with me. Shakira said that it'd me better if just for once we went without each other. I was going to play the piano and sing a song I wrote obviously referring to my situation, for Neymar. Of course he's not gonna watch me today. Either it was in the studio or at home. I guess he hates me now. They called my name and I went up to stage. I heard people shout my name, I smiled and waved. Obviously a fake smile. I sat down on the piano chair and I started playing the notes.
Now's all we got
And time can't be bought
I know it inside my heart
Forever will, forever be ours
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember
You said you loved me
I said I loved you back
What happened to that?
What happened to that?
Boom gone
Yeah we move on
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember me
Love will remember you
I know it inside my heart
Forever will, forever be ours
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember x5
The trips we dream of taking
The tags left on the map
What happened to that?
What happened to that?
When all you had was nothing
When all you did was laugh
What happened to that?
What happened to that?
Boom gone
Yeah we move on
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember me
And love will remember you
I know it inside my heart
Forever will, forever be ours
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember...

I opened my eyes to see his eyes. I couldn't believe he was here. After all he did to me, he came back. I finished my song and went backstage. Their were tears on my face and that's when I realized I was crying. Jana rushed to me and hugged me so tight. Oh gosh how much I love this girl...

"There's someone waiting for you" She said as she broke the hug. She pointed to that someone behind me. I turned around and I saw Neymar. My breath stayed still in my throat, my heart was beating fast and tears were starting to form in my eyes.

"Almila I missed you so much" He came towards me and opened his arms as if wanting to hug. I pushed away before he could touch me and I stepped back. A look of hurt was on his face and I stood there still. I'm gonna show him my mean side.

"Did you? Did you really miss me Neymar?" I asked and he nodded his head.

"Yes Mila I-"

"Don't call me Mila!" I interrupted him not wanting him to say my nickname in that beautiful way he does it. "If you really did miss me you could've called. You could've came back to me. A week. 1 week Neymar, you left me wandering if you'll ever come back! For one point, I thought you were out of town! What did I ever do to you? You left me when I needed you the most!" I raised my voice at him angrily.

"You told me to leave!" His voice was a bit louder than mine.

"IF YOU REALLY CARED ABOUT ME YOU'D STAY, YOU IDIOT! WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO YOU?"

"WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO ME? WELL I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO ME?"

"WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT ROMANTIC NEYMAR JUNIOR? WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT LOVELY, CARING, ADORABLE NEYMAR JUNIOR? WHERE IS HE? I WANT HIM BACK!" I sobbed loudly in my hands. He walked slowly to me. He took my hands off my face and lifted my chin up. He looked me in the eyes and said "He's getting jealous" That sentence caught my attention and I looked up at him with a confused look. "That lovely, kind and caring Neymar Junior is getting jealous. Because he's got an amazing, beautiful, perfect girlfriend that everyone wishes she's theirs. I can't stand those looks you get from that boy" He finally admitted.

"What that boy?" I asked him confused.

"That Adam Levine guy. I see the way he looks at you and I don't like it" He looked at me with sad eyes and his eyebrows knitted together in a frown. I sighed and raised my shaking hand to his cheek.

"You know that I'm all yours. I was yours but you lost me". I told him the truth with tears on my eyes.

"I lost you?" He sadly asked

"You lost me the moment you walked out of that door, Neymar" Tears were now flowing down all over my face and I'm sure there was makeup all over the place too. "How can I get you back?" Neymar asked hopefully. I didn't answer him, I just looked at the floor. "That song. You wrote it?" He asked and I nodded my head. "About me, right?" Once again, I just nodded my head. I looked up at him with tears in my eyes.

"Kiss me, Neymar. Just kiss me" I whispered. He gladly accepted my offer. The kiss was full of romance and just love. He slowly pulled back and hugged me tightly.
"I love you, Mila"
"I love you, Ney"
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HIII GUYS. SORRY I DIDN'T UPDATE IN A LONG TIME. I WAS WORKING HARD ON THIS CHAPTER. I HOPE YOU LIKED IT AS MUCH AS I DO. OH AND BTW, I PICTURE ALMILA AS PERRIE EDWARDS AND HER VOICE TOO. DON'T FORGET TO VOTE AND COMMENT CAUSE I LOVE YOU ALL.
Stay Beautiful •Petrà•

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