He's My first and I'm his Fourth

Prologue

He's My First and I'm his Fourth

After all those years passed, I don't know why I'm still affected.

Why I can't move on with that boy?

Why did he do this to me?

Why did he pretend that he love me too like the way I did?

Am I too desperate to assume that he loves me too?

Am I not enough to love by someone?

Or I don't deserve to be love?

Love, love love, love, that love who almost breaks my heart.

That love who gives happiness to my life but gives more hurt to my life.

I have a philophobia but still I sacrificed that for that boy that I thought who can love me unconditionally and true. But I think I'm wrong, I'm wrong and I regret it to give my heart to that boy who ruin my life and hurt my HEART...........

No quiero volver a amar.........