OUR ANGEL BABY// SKI MASK THE SLUMP GOD

5 | 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮 |

I couldn't sleep so I just played in stokeley's hair waiting until I felt tired

Dwayne was asleep in his crib that was set in our room, Jay was fast asleep in his room

I had the feeling i had to check on jay so I did just that

I walked in checking on him, he was asleep in his bed like normal as I was going to turn to head out I took a second to look at the wall

It looked off I went up to the wall that had a picture frame with a picture of him as a baby but the picture was changed it had a picture of something blurry I analyzed it until my heart dropped

I threw the picture and screamed

Jay woke up scared, crying as stokeley ran into the room

"What are you doing up!? Fuck you throw that for?" He asked going up to me, he looked tired

"Look at it"i said my voice shaking

He gave me a look and picked up the picture frame

"What it's just a blurry pict-" he stoped and dropped it

"Where did you find that?" He asked me

"It was on the wall I-I don't know who changed it to such a disgusting picture" I said

He dragged a hand down his face

"Who tf would replace a picture of my son and put a picture of a child hanging them self that shits fucked up" he said shaking his head

"I'm scared" I said hugging jay who had stoped crying

"Mama" he said wiping his eyes

"You sleeping with me come on bubba" I said picking him up

"Who ever did that is gonna fucking regret breaking into my house and doing that shit, it's disgusting" he said laying down

"Why are you going into conclusion that someone broke in, wouldn't have we heard them? And wouldn't they have taken jay?" I asked

"just someone tryna mess with us" he shrugged

"Stokes I'm scared if theres someone in this house playing pranks on us I swear imma hurt them" I said hugging onto Jay

"There obviously is if all this shits happening" he said looking at his phone

"What about the situation of the glass breaking and being two of you?" I asked

"As you said you were probably just hallucinating" he spoke

I shrugged

-

Life was normal Jahseh was finally one

Jay was finally enrolled in school

So it was just me and jah home

"a b c d e f g" i sang along with his music

he turned and look at me

i smiled and he continued on to watching his show

He'd always look at everyone with this look, he would always do it when you got in his business, I take it as a way that your annoying him

I got up to get his lunch ready only for him to start crying

he always needs to be held at all times, the amount of attention he needs is a lot for me to do on my own

I carried him as he held his phone in his hand

I cut him up some fruit and placed it in a bowl

I sat him down in his high chair and fed him

He looked to the side towards a window that lead out to the front yard

"Jah" i nudged him while holding his spoon

He didn't bulge he just sat still

He was always alert of things, not that it was a bad thing it just freaked me out a bit

-

I put the kids to sleep, this was always the hardest part, jah always sleeps with me and stokeley, we never sleeps alone he's always in between us

"Jah it's okay, i promise you'll be okay" I said

He was crying right as I left the room, he's gonna to have to sleep alone in his room someday

Stokeley was already in bed on his phone

"You got him to bed?" Stokeley asked excitedly

"Erm i mean he's crying but he's gonna have to learn to sleep alone" I said getting under the covers

"How was the studio?" I asked

"It was good, me and Gabe got one song perfected to my liking" he said with a smile

We heard a small knock on our door

"Jay come in" i called

"Could you not go to slee-" I stoped to see jah wobble in

"Jah?" I said confused I looked at Stokeley to see if he was seeing this

"Wtf" he whispered

I went and picked him up

"How'd you get in here?" I asked him he just babbled and said mama with his red puffy eyes from crying

"How in the fuck did he climb out of his crib and open 𝑇𝑊𝑂 doors" stokeley asked confused

"Idk he's not even tall enough to reach the door knobs" I said watching jah snuggle into stokeleys arm

"Let's just get some rest" I said

-

"And he just waddled in our room, how in the hell did he reach the door knob?" I said telling Cleo the story

"Jah did that all the time, it's like he'd teleport" Cleo said

cleo is like my bestfriend she'd always help me with jay and now jah

"Jah and him are so similar" cleo added on

"It's kinda freaking me out how similar" I said

"From their personality, looks, and habits, they're the same person" cleo said

-

Stokes was gone so I was left with jay and jah, jay was playing on his ipad while I taught jah how to draw

"You move your hand and look!" I said guiding him

"color!" He babbled

He's learned a few words, but he learned how to say dada first 😔

Still love him but though :)

"dada!" Jah squealed

He's attached to stokes, he takes every chance he has to be with him

"He's working rn" I told him picking out a few other crayons from the box

"no" he said looking me in the eye with a straight face

TBC