I can't open an app or go anywhere with out being asked about whats going on and what the future holds for a certain individual can't even listen to certain songs and type of music with out seeing that face next to me. I've tried everything even getting lost on a dirt road in the middle of know where
.where its just me and the led lights I still see that face in the passenger seat . The worst parts are the cab of a farm tractor the feeling of having someone next to me enjoying a experience that you cannot recreate and driving past the house I can still see us at my truck or running around the yard under the star covered night. I never make it far afterwords before just pulling over and shutting the engine down and just stare across a farm to the single light glowing in the distance. A ghost that'll haunt me for years to come to rob the happy times I can only numb the feeling I can't get rid of it the only way to get rid of it only few know the answer
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Tractor Thoughts
Non-FictionTHIS IS NOT A STORY This is a book about inspiration ,personal stories, hard ships,good and bad times. I spend a lot of time in a tractor so it's a lot of time to think