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april 18th, 2020 •23 years young•
location: carnival parking lot time: 9:26 pm
"aye aye AYYYYYE. bae you finally 24. how you feeel?" i asked my boyfriend, stokeley. we be around each otha' all the time.. i started talking like him AND acting like him.
he almost made me wanna pull a jania and get a tattoo of his name above my eyebrow. loooove nene 'doe, no shade to ha'. "i feel great." he cheesed. yes, i'm the older sister of jarad, juice wrld.
his death hurt like a BITCH. i comforted ski when x passed and yeah he was close friends wit' jarad, but i was his SISTER, so he comforted me when jarad passed.
i used to cry when watching memories of them, now i feel kind if numb to the pain.. if that makes sense. i just watch the videos and smile. i even still watch their concerts on youtube lol.
"let's go roller skating!" i swea' this boy just he comin' up wit' stuff, no plans or nothin'. "ba- we JUST left the carnival. and yesterday we went to the movies. the day before that we spent 4 days in jamaica and 3 days in miami!"
"pleaseee. that was BEFO' my birthday baby. TODAY'S my birthday." "nigga we was celebrating FOR your birthday! who celebrates AFTE- okay let's go stokeley. i hope you bust yo ass too."
i said and turned on 'nuketown'.
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"can you tie my skates?" stokeley and i asked each otha' at the same time. "mmcht- stop copin' off me!" we said in unison.
"i'll just geta' worker to come help." i said and tried to stand up but sat RIGHT back down. "how you gon' walk wit' unlaced skates? you gon' bust yo ass. watch."
i rolled my eyes and turned to the side. "excuse me ma'am, can you help us tie our skates. i know it's a bit childish but-" "sure, no problem at all!" i had to put on the voice i use when i talk to people idk.
she tied our skates and we headed to the.. rink.. floor?..whatever its called. "how much you wan' bet you gon' fall?" i asked stokeley.
"a hunnid'." "bet." "bet." we shook hands. i was glad it was later at night and nobody was really there to notice us.
mostly stokeley, but i be on his instagram and stuff. i work as a instagram model// business promoter.
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"can we go get snacks na?" stokeley asked. we'd been skating for a lil minute, considering it was almost 11:00 pm and that's when they close. "yeah 'cause i'm deadass hungry." we got off the floor (..?) and tried to hurry to the food// snack counter.
i guess i couldn't really walk on skates so my foot slipped bumpin' into stokeley. he fell and dragged me down wit' him. "ouuuchuh." i rubbed the side of my face.
"ouch? you tripped me!" "not on purpose damn! you owe me food AND a hunnid'." i got up and pulled stokeley up. "mmcht. you fell too."
we CAREFULLY continued walking to the counter. "how 'bout we either buy each other a hunnid' dollas' wortha' food OR just call off the bet.." i suggested.
"OR we can buy 2 hunnid' dolla's wortha' sex supplies. like rope, handcuf-" he grabbed my ass. "boy- mmcht stop. we in public... and callin' off the bet, youon' kno' howta' control yoself'." i ordered my stuff.
"hi, can i have some popcorn andd a slushie. and also a funnel cake." "i'll take the same." stokeley told the worker.
we got our food and ate it at the dirty ass benches they had. "you ready to go?" "mhm." we threw our garbage away and went to grab our shoes and stuff.
"you know i love you right?" i said as i slipped on my left shoe. stokeley pecked my lips. "i love you too. don't forget it." we walked out the roller rink hand and hand.
"i can't wait foe' yo' birthday." "why?" he's talking about something allll the way in august. "so i can spoil you like you do me."
"bae you spoil me everyda- nah i'm cappin', you don't. maybe you should start." he sniffed. "ew.." "what..what you sniffin'?" i asked. "i smell CAP and it stank!" he laughed like it was the funniest shit ever.
"mmcht. bOi If YoU dOnT-" "can we go home and make babies?" i- "yes." i replied. little did he know i actually DID spend $200 dollars on.. stuff ;).
