She will be mine

Take me back ..

What the fuck am I doing?

Ymir didn't go home after the whole Rod thing, and her parents were currently blowing up her phone. She ignored them however, not even bothering to text them that she's alive.

She didn't feel like going home after the incident, so she just wandered around town, thinking. The thing is, Ymir didn't have anyone to turn to. Historia hated her, Historia's friends knew about everything , Jean and his gang weren't friends with Ymir anymore...

She just ran out of people.

So, this is how she found herself in front of Mikasa's house. But she didn't have the courage to go in, she just found herself a bench and sat down, staring at the place her ex lived in. Before Mikasa was her mythological ex, she was Ymir's best friend. So in her mind, maybe Mikasa would listen, maybe she'd understand.

But they weren't friends anymore, and Ymir couldn't go through with it. Which meant that Ymir was completely alone. Ymir considered going to see , but the last time she saw Mia she was with Historia , and Ymir didn't need a reminder of what happened. Once again she heard her ringtone, and looking at the caller ID, she saw it was her parents and declined again, resuming to staring at Mikasa's house.

Maybe I should knock? She revisited the idea. Just for a lack of a better idea? But what the fuck was she supposed to say? 'Hey Mikasa , I know we haven't seen each other in two years and that we used to date but wanna hear about the problems I have with this new girl that hates me and I'm in love with?

So basically I slept with her and then she found out that I was only initially interested because I made a bet with my friends that I can get her to sleep with me and now she hates me. Anyways, wanna see my Renegade?'

Yeah, right.

She sighed and leaned backwards on the bench, dropping her head back and looking at the sky. When did it all go so wrong? She also gave what Sasha and Dina said a lot of thought, about her showing Historia that she had changed, but how?

She already changed her contact name, obviously (it was the first thing she did actually) and she already tried to explain, so what else could she do? She wasn't very optimistic about Historia listening... Even when Ymir literally grabbed Rod it was obvious that Historia didn't want to hear anything from Ymir ever again.

So what now?

Her phone rang again, and Ymir groaned in frustration. Sure, it was really fucking late, but can't her parents just catch the damn hint that she wasn't feeling well? Finally, she decided to answer the phone. "What?" She snarled. But the voice that answered wasn't her dad, nor was it her mom. It was a complete stranger.

"Uh, hello? Do you know a young girl with blonde hair and blue eyes? She's here in the Titan's bar and she needs someone to take her home." Ymir perked up. " Historia ?" She asked. The person on the other line seemed to have covered the phone with his hand. "Your name is Historia ?" Came his muffled voice, and a moment later he replied to Ymir's question.

"Yep, that's her. She asked me to call for you, can you come?" Could she? Not really... She knew that bar, it was on the other side of town that her and Mikasa would always go to  , nor did she know where Hitch lived. It just seemed impossible . "I'll be right there," she assured, hanging up. Historia asked this person to call her, she wanted to see Ymir. So she had to figure it out because there was no way she was fucking this up.

She looked up at Mikasa's house again before getting into her car as she texted her parents that she's fine and that she's gonna be out for a while. Next, she called Hitch . She really hoped Hitch would answer, though it made sense that she wouldn't given that it was the middle of the night and that she probably hated Ymir ...