Poems

I don't know how to explain how I feel

Sometimes I think too much
I stress too much
I freak out
About everything. About every single problem that I have. To the extent that I dont even fix the problems I have in life.
and then I panic and I panic and I panic
I cant breathe
Im having an anxiety attack on the inside
They cant see it
They dont know.
and
and
There time to fix this
Theres time
I can fix these problems
I can overcome this.....
Its looking all up for a second before I
Stress
and freak out
and panic and panic and panic
I can't breathe
Its so hot in here
My legs feel so feel so ahh
I need to move
I need to do something.
To get this, to get all this out of my head
Its almost gone completely but it keeps coming
back and back and back
Theres only bits and piece left
and I can use them to
mask my feelings
hide my feelings
My friends cant know them
My friends cant see them
My friends cant understand my feelings because I dont
I dont understand this and I dont understand this feeling