I grabbed my phone from the desk next to my bed and allowed it to vibrate in my hand, opposed to the desk, where it made the most obnoxious sound.
Luke's hands were caressed at my hips, and when he heard the phone, he pulled my closer and began to kiss my neck slightly. "I don't wanna go to school" He grumbled under his breathe, while I sat up to take my pills. I shrugged as I swallowed them down.
"You don't have to go if you don't want to." I chuckled, "but I have to, I can't afford to miss an other day." And so with that I got up and began to undress and began to get dressed into a pair of skinnies and a baseball shirt that said "idiot" it didn't matter much to me what I wore to school, as long as I was comfy and didn't resemble a bag of smashed assholes.
It didn't take too long for Luke to finally tag along. He woke up and pulled to blankets from on top of him to reveal his bare chest with a side of heart boxers. (It was actually really adorable.) after sitting there in awe for the moment, I grabbed my backpack and keys and made my way to the car with a disoriented Luke trying to keep up.
"It's still dark as fuck outside, can we sleep for another hour or so?" He continued to whine on our way to the campus. When we finally were parked in my designated spot Luke didn't resist to kiss my cheek. I purses my lips and grabbed my bookbag before getting out of the car.
"Wait! Wait.. Michael." Luke hurried out the car and stopped me. "Why the sudden change in heart?" He grumbles and moves his hand to my hip as I looked down at my shoes.
"I met you a week ago, at a place I hate and you made my realize that not only was my love life a joke, but it was nonexistent." I couldn't help but whine and move his hand from my hip, and look up into his stupid blue eyes. He sighed, then smiled
. "I get it." He grabbed my chin and kissed me softly before walking off, making me shake my head in confusing. "Wait, Where are you going?" I hurried after. "I'm going to class ye' scrub"
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'Hey! c: It's been a while.' Calum scribbles down in our book, and I just chuckled at his enthusiasm.
''I'd go into detail, but it's not all that important.' I wrote back.
'All that matters is that I'm back on my normal pill schedule'
Calums face blushed slightly and he looked down. I couldn't really tell why, but I had a small guess.
'So, Ashton gone?'
'Yep. Ashton's gone.'
'Are you okay?'
'Yea.'
He knew. This whole time he knew Ashton wasn't real and the people were laughing and that my pills weren't working and just sat there and watched. I nervously scratches the back of my head before leaving in the middle of the lecture, and sitting in my car.
I'm not sure what I find more disgusting, is that my only friend really, wouldn't tell me that people were ridiculing me for talking to myself or that I'm too pretentious to allow my best friend to see my cry. I crawled into the backseat, locked the car door and curled up with my forehead resting against the seat while I silently cried myself to sleep.
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I presume about an hour later I was awoke by a knock on the window, and to no one's surprise it was the blue eyed devil. I unlocked the door and pushed it with my foot slightly as he opened it. He held a confused expression on his face. "What are you doing?" He winced a little. I probably looked wince worthy.
"Crying ... because I can't tell what's happening with my life. I can't tell if it's getting better, or if it's all just going even further down hill." I wiped the snot from my nose with my bare arm. "Can we go home?" I whined.
He smiled and ducked into the car, kissing my forehead lightly. "Of course." And with that he took the keys and drove me home.
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Sorry for falling into oblivion. I've turned into phan trash D;
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