Stronger together

Chapter 6

Kara POV

Lean look scared. I swallowed hard. I knew I was angry. I saw peace flash across those perfect green eyes. She doesn't say a word. I'm so angry I can feel the heat of my heat vision rising behind my eyes. I heard Lena's heart beat slightly quicken. It was like she had come to peace with her death. Death? I'm not going to kill her. I just want answers. I take a deep breath, I need to calm down. I sigh.
"Lena." I say, angry still dripping from my voice.
"I'm sorry. It was my fault." Lena whispered. She placed a hand over her stomach with a depressed look on her face. She was hurting. I was hurting.
"Where you going to tel me?" I say. Looking at the ground. Trying not be angry. I needed answers. Lena looked so fragile and broken. I just wanted to hold her. To make her pain go away.
"I was." Lena whispered. I could tell she didn't want to talk about this. That she was trying not to think about it.
"When?" I ask softly.
"The day I got shot." She said barely a whisper. My heart clenched. So many thoughts running through my head.
"What happened?" I asked so softly. Tears forming in her eyes.
"Kara, don't. I killed our baby. Just stop." She cried. She turns to walk away. I couldn't let that happen. I super speed over to her. He eyes are to the ground. I just want to make her feel better. I mean I'm still in love with this beautiful woman.
I gently tilt her head up. Fear. It flashes across her eyes. Was she scared of me? Or of our connection?
"Lena, please. Just tell me the truth." I beg.
"Kara just go please? I can't. I just can't." She sobbed. She was holding her self back. I take in every inch or her body. I just need to see her again. I saw a big black and purple bruise on her arm. My heart stopped. I had hurt her. I step back.
"Kara it's not your fault. I deserve this and worse." Lena whispers. I don't hear her. I hurt my soul mate? I've said some pretty terrible things while I've been angry. But I have never hurt her. Lena looks like she wants to say something. I just run. I need to get away from her. I've hurt her. I don't want to be that person. So I ran.

Lena POV

Kara broke my heart. That look in her eyes. She was destroyed. When she saw the bruise she had left on my arm. She wasn't listening to me. I was trying to calm her down. She gave me one last look, horror panic and utter regret in her eyes. She just ran. I cried softly. I truely have lost her. She won't come near me again. She is scared I can feel it in my heart. I'm so scared that I'll hurt her again. I grab my phone and call Alex.
"Alex, you need to find Kara now!" I say in a rush. I don't want her to hurt her self because I'm a horrible person.
"Lena calm down what happened?" Alex asked with worry in her voice. I tell her everything. Even what happened with our baby.
"Oh, Lena! This isn't your fault!" Alex cried.
"Alex find her and keep her safe please." I beg. I don't want her to be alone.
"What about you Lena? Who is going to be there for you?" Alex asks.
"I'm a luthor, I'll manage." I say.
"No your not. Your Lena! And Lena needs some one too." Alex said softly though the phone.
"Alex promise me you will look after her please?" I say tears running down my face no matter how much I tell them to stop.
"I promise." Was all she could get out before I hung up. My world is crashing around me. Everything is going wrong. I have lost Kara, our baby, my friends. It's all my fault. I collapse on the couch. I wish I could stop crying. But it is all I can seem to do today.

Kara POV
I just kept running. I found this little deserted torn down building. In the middle of the desert. I stop. I haven't stopped crying since I left Lena's. I screwed up. I screwed up big time. Lena won't tell me when she lost the baby, but I knew deep down in my heart that it was the day she was shot. The day is been drinking and couldn't get there in time. It's my fault. The anger and the hurt started bubbling in my chest. I screamed and let lose my heat vision. Burning into the sand that hit I was turning it to glass. I killed our baby. I let my baby die! I let Lena get hurt. Maybe I should go back and finish what I started. Maybe I should go back to Argo and challenge Kal to a battle for our house. If he wins he can kill me. My life is worthless anyways. I just screw everything up. I stop. Making up my mind. I'll battle Kal to the death for this planet and our house. That way Lena will never have to worry again. I mean I can't hurt her if I am dead right? I can't protect her. I run back to my house. Writing everything down. Writing two letters. One to Lena and one to Alex. I pray to rao I am doing the right thing! I leave both letters in the kitchen counter. I grab my portal generator, this will finally be over. I'm sorry Lena. For everything.

Alura POV

Kara was so angry. I've never seen my daughter like this. She physically hurt lean by accident. I stop her from going after Lena.
"Kara, what are you doing?" I ask her.
"Mum, what did she mean?" Kara asks softly. I can see the pain in her eyes. But I will not break a promise to Lena.
"Kara you need to control your emotions. But I think you two might be the couple of legend. The one that will make krypton thrive again." I say softly. Wrapping my arms around my daughter.
"Not if I can finish this." Kara whispered.
"What do you mean?" I ask softly not wanting to push her.
"The truth is Mum. Here is the only place I can kill myself. I've tried to be strong but I can't do this anymore. Lena was my home for the first time since I was sent to earth. She was my home, my sun. She grounded me and made me stronger at the same time. I lost her. I just can't keep going." Kara sobbed, my heart shattered. My daughter wants to die?
"Kara, go talk to Lena. Things will be better once you talk." I say placing a gently kiss to the top of her head, she nods slowly. I can see the pain and anger vibrating through her. I wish my poor girl wasn't in so much pain. Kara vanished. She had followed Lena.
"Please rao. Help those two. They are going to do amazing things if they can move past this." I prayed.