~don't leave me~
Fighting back tears, I blinked and broke eye contact with her. I look back down at the scar that ran down from her rib to her stomach. You knew exactly where that was from, it was a nasty scar too. After years it still haven't faded away? .The pain that shot through my chest seeing it was unbearable, images of the accident played in my head making me relive that day over again.
~Flashback~
"Y/n keep your eyes on me, don't shut them ok?" I scoop her little body in my arms shaking her to keep awake. Tears rolling down my cheeks i beg her to stay with me until the ambulance come. Doing whatever I can to stop the blood from flowing out even more from her stomach. You can feel her rib bone poking at your skin, already knowing her rib cage are broken."Someone please call the ambulance please help my friend." I cried out repeatedly until I felt a hand pulling on my shoulder.
"Dude let's just go. It's not your fault, just leave her. She was stupid to go out there and not be careful, let's goo!!" He yanked on my shoulder harder this time. Anger rose through me causing me to push him off with my free hand. "Shut up! I'm not leaving Y/n ! It's not her fault! She's hurt and if we don't get help she's gonna die" I yell at him making him flinch, yet he just stood there not caring at all. "I don't care, let's just go, we're gonna get in trouble her brother and her parent can take care of it, it's their responsibility anyway"
I let go of Y/n and tackle him down throwing punches to his face. "You're a jerk !!! You saw what happen and you gonna leave her and let her die!? You're a freaking monster ! I hate you! If you leave I'm never forgiving you for this, you're dead to me!" I let out my anger and sadness onto him, throwing punches until I'm satisfied. Blood gushing out from his lip and face, I finally got off him. I want him to feel as much pain as Y/n is in right now. What I'm doing to him is nothing compare to the pain he put Y/n in and caused. I want to see his blood bleed out of him as much as Y/n. A monster like him I don't regret what I did at all. I want him to suffer and receive his karma like he deserve. First he told Y/n to go hurt and kill herself, he sexually assaulted her and raped her, he told her to leave him alone after promising her that he won't leave her or push her away, now he doesn't give a fuck that she is laying there bleeding to death. Y/n is 7 she shouldn't deserve this kind of treatment, him and I we're both 2 years older than her. Knowing he took her innocence when she doesn't even know anything, he deserve to go to hell and burn in hell.
I stumble back to Y/n side who had her eyes close shaking constantly from pain, fear and shock. I hold her tight in my arm telling her to keep her eyes open, crying down onto her, apologizing for not being able to do anything to help prevent it. "Y/n please stay awake for a little longer. Don't sleep yet ok? You're strong babygirl please open your eyes and look at me" you sob as you feel a panic attack hitting you. Impatiently waiting for the ambulance. "Please someone help us" you whisper feeling your heart break each time you feel her whimpers and shake against you.
"I called the police and the ambulance, my parent are coming here right now" A voice shouted out as you feel it coming closer to you. Tae rush to me and Y/n. He gasp in shock and broke down in tears kneeling down next to us. "My sister" he cried out as he punch the pavement in anger. "Why my sister ?!"
"Taehyung stop! Hurting yourself is not going to help her! Apply pressure on her stomach to stop the blood from flowing out ok?" The little guy nod as he did what I told him to do. "Y/n open your eyes and look at me, please Y/n" I shook her a little bit, after a while she flutter her eyes open slightly. I held her cheek and look down at her still sobbing. She manage to raise her hand to touch my cheek. "P-promi-mise me yo-you won't l-leave me" she stutter out making her cough up blood a little. "I promise Y/n I won't leave you, I won't ever leave your side. I'm here and I'll always be here, when you wake up I'll be here. Now shhh don't wast your energy. Just keep your eyes on me and don't shut them ok?" She nod as she let out another cry in pain. I hush her and kiss her cheek, "it's ok, stay with me" I look over at her brother who was still crying in shock. Y/n shifted in my arm and look up at me again parting her lip.
"If I don't m-make it.." I shook my head in disbelief. "Y/n don't say tha-" She put her pale tiny finger to my lip to stop me from talking, hearing the siren in the distant that is coming closer to us. Finally! "If I d-don't make it I want to l-let you know th-at I.." her eye begins to flutter close "I love ..you" Y/n whisper out before her hand goes limp falling to her side as her head hang limply on my arm. Her brother let out a no in a shriek as tears more tears stream down my face. I shook my head. "Y/n no please wake up, come back to me and your brother Y/n please" I beg while her brother was crying uncontrollably. Until the ambulance came and pull us from Y/n. I cried out, pushing and shoving everything and everyone not wanting to leave her side.
"Let me go! I need to be with her I promise her I won't leave her ! Let me goo!!" I kicked at one of the nurse, still they didn't let go. The ambulance then began driving off heading to the hospital. "Don't leave me Y/n.." I whisper, falling on my knees and buried my face in my hand sobbing, feeling my heart shatter into pieces. "Don't leave us.. Please"
~End Of Flashback~"Yoongi!" Y/n voice snap me back to reality where she was still plop on both her elbow naked staring down at me in concern. "Are you ok ? What's wrong?" I took one last look at the scar and got off her, pulling the blanket to cover her fragile body. "I'm sorry.. I can't do this. You're drunk and you should sleep I know you're tired. Your brother will be worried so I'll let him know that you're with me. I'm ok Y/n don't worry. Just sleep." You put your pants on properly and grab a hoodie from your closet. Making your way towards the bedroom door, you stop at Y/n's word.
"I'm not drunk Yoongi. But if you didn't want to do anything you should have just said so instead of making up excuses. But yea I'll sleep, goodnight." You hear Y/n shift on your bed already knowing that she turn her back on you. A drop of tear slide down my cheek, stepping out of the room, I close the door and made my way to the car. I called her brother letting him know that Y/n is safe and is sleeping right now.
I started my car and put it on drive, not knowing where I'm going tonight but far enough to be somewhere where no one will know me while I let out all my frustration and screams. Constant wiping of tears and muffled out sob, reminding you of the pain and sadness in the air from 17 years ago..today.
August 29th, 2016.
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Well umm..I tried not to make this chapter confusing. I hope you're understanding the Story a little bit more and connecting the dots. It was hard to write this chapter without giving out too much information. Also for the DATE OF the "accident" it was on August 29th, 1999. Thanks for 100+ read and votes. I appreciate all the comments, votes and read💜❤️ thank you thank you !!🙏🏼 seeing the reads go up always make me smile and excite me🥰
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