A Love in This Life

Chapter 7 Dylans POV

The image of throwing food onto Ro's face made me wince. I had been dared to go talk to her by one of the guys, because she never talked to anyone. At first, I wasn't gonna do it, 'cause it seemed to stupid, but they convinced me to. Part of the dare was tO do something completely idiotic, so I thought, why not throw food at her? No harm done, right? I was wrong.

Instead of just me embarrassing her just little bit, I had ended up humiliating her completely. How could I have known people were do as I did? But, I would've probably still felt bad if I was the only one who threw food at her. I remember how innocent and beautiful she had looked.

Ok, so maybe I had known who she was before I was dared to talk to her. When I was in middle school, I had the biggest crush on her, and I guess it hadn't gone completely away. She was not as shy in middle school, at least she had one friend. Amber, I think was her name. But she had not been as happy as everybody else thought, since you know, she killed herself.

I had got so bad for Ro, but she didn't want to talk to anybody, so it's not like I could've done anything. She hasn't opened up to anybody ever since then, and since I became popular in high school, I stopped trying with her. I guess she completely forgot about me. I guess that's another reason why I got so mad at her, because she didn't seem to recognize me.

I was going to be suspended for a week but my parents talked the school into just one day. Maria and Carter broke up because of me, I hadn't actually had any true feelings for Maria. I didn't actually know what I was doing until I was doing it. It didn't feel right to kiss her, most likely because of Carter, but I still did it anyways. God! What kind of a person does that! I mea, I wasn't entirely to blame because Maria went along with it, but I still felt the guilt weighing on top of me.

After the episode in the cafeteria, Carter had been showing special attention to Ro. I have to admit, I was feeling slightly a bit jealous that Ro would talk to Carter, and not me. But then I remember what I had done and mentally slap myself. I was going to have to get Carter away from Ro at some point, to explain everything that happened, so she wouldn't hate me.

When Maria asked for my help to get her back together with Carter, I hadn't really cared that she didn't want to be with me. All I was thinking about was being able to talk to Ro, so of course I said yes. I didn't really think that he'd get back together with her, so I guess I was being selfish. But I had to do something to get Ro to talk to me, and I had an idea.

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