Hoseok X BTS (one shots)

DON'T LEAVE ME

Ship: Jihope (Jimin x Hoseok)

Warnings ⚠ : mentions of suicide

Summary: Jimin leaves Hoseok and he doesn't know why
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He didn't think that day would come. That day when he will just leave him without an explanation or a goodbye. In short Hoseok didn't know why Jimin left him.

They had made plans for the future ,kids, marriage, new house, vacations. For 2 months he had wondered where they went wrong. What did he do that his boyfriend, whom he adored so much, left him.

They weren't just any other couple. They were extraordinary. At least to each other. The couple who would feel butterflies erupting everytime they looked at each other or kissed, gave each other warmth with just a loving gaze or a smile, could never get bored if stayed together. People would always say that they would get married in the future.

Hoseok loved waking up next to Jimin, as the sunlight would enter through the windows and lighten up his sharp features. He loved how his boyfriend would stir for  then finally wake to after rubbing his eyes cutely. He loved how he would give him a good morning kiss and they both had bad breath but oh well who cares.

He loved how the younger would pull him down back on the bed, and get back into cuddling making the both late for work.

He loved how Jimin would scrunch up his nose, while trying to cook, not understanding a single thing as Hoseok watched from the door, low key ill.

He loved Jimin's butterfly kisses, his pecks, his soft pink lips pressed against his own. They would kiss like there was no one else in the world other than them. Like they are lonely together.

He loved how they would fight, and then make up with... you know hard rough sex. The way they would make each other jealous by flirting with other men, the way they would hold each other at night promising to never let go of each other.

Hoseok loved Jimin's giggles, laughs, chuckles, singing or anything related to him producing a sound from his mouth. They sounded like heaven to him. Pure and musical.

He would look into his boyfriend's beautiful hazel orbs and get lost into them. Desperate to find a map to find his way back but at the same time, refusing to look away. They were just so beautiful. After all those eyes were Hoseok's home.

In conclusion, he loved everything about him and their relationship.

Hoseok wanted to buy them a promise ring. It seemed clique, because obviously promises were made to be broken, but something made him feel like they would stay together forever until one of them perish. But he didn't wanna talk about that.

He had walked into his apartment, where he and Jimin lived for 3 years, where they had there moments, from fights to sex on every furniture to cuddling anywhere and everywhere.

He had his big heart shaped smile on his face as he walked in but it quickly faded away as he saw a suitcase and a Jimin, walking down the staircase with a backpack. He was so confused for a split second but then it hit him.

Jimin had grabbed the case, and proceeded to walk past Hoseok but he got stopped. He looked up to see a tearful, heart broken boy. But did he care? No.

Hoseok looked at him with pleading eyes, hoping that it would be a big joke, but the emotionless look on his boyfriend's face confirmed his doubts.

"Don't leave me" he had said, but Jimin just yanked his arm away from Hoseok's grip and walked out of the door, getting into his car and driving away without a single word. The whole time, Hoseok felt numb, speechless, unable to move, heart broken to tiny millions of pieces.

He had waited for 2 months until he knew he couldn't take it. His body was discovered by his best friend, Taehyung, on the bed with dried blood on his wrist and the bedroom floor.

Not proofread oops. Correct me if there are any mistakes, I was a bit sad while writing this.