Without her

Chapter 3

A/N 

Hello thank you soooooo much everyone how actually read this ily sooooooo much. Hope you enjoy the meme, again I am weird af. The whole point of this story is to get my mind off of season 7. I hope this helps you cope.

*One week later*

They all sat down at a random table in the ark, staring at the first of many meals until Monty took a bite. He made a face and started chewing. All the others followed and had the same reaction. they talked a little but not much. There was no laughter or excitement, that had along with Clarke.

After the meal Bellamy when to go into his room. He collapses onto his "bed" and started to think. he thought about Clarke. He could remember her beautiful smile, her shiny blonde hair. A single tear fell down his cheek, but then more came. He cried until he fell into a deep sleep. 

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Bellamy open his eyes and look around its the same surroundings that are in every dream. He sat there waiting for Clarke to show and tell him he is a monster. He knew he was a monster, a murder. He didn't need Clarke to tell him that.   On cue Clarke came, but this time she was with Octavia. She slowly drew out her sword and placed it right by Clarke's heart, ready to stab her.

"O, please don't do this"  he called out.

"You did this Bellamy, you killed her!" she yelled out and plunged the sword into her chest. She dropped Clarke on the ground and walked away. Bellamy ran over to Clarke was was now coughing up an alarming amount.

"No, no, no" he screamed as he held Clarke in his hands. He felt so lost without her. 

Bellamy jolted upright in his bed. He looked down at his hands, the hands he was just holding Clarke's limp dying body in. He felt sick. He fell to the floor a started to throw up. 

"Bellamy, whats wrong" he heard ravens voice from behind him. He felt embarrassed, and grown man puking his guts up. He tries to stand up but immediately, falling back down because of the nausea. 

"Bellamy stop, there is obviously something wrong" she says and then bends over and throws up too. "What is going on" was all Bellamy heard before he blacked out.

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Raven's Pov:

"No, no, no, Bellamy wake up please. " Raven states as she is laying on the floor. She cries out from the unbearable pain she is in. " Please, Bellamy." she whispers as he wakes up gasping for air. He looks over toward Raven and picks her up a places her on the bed. "Thank you" was all she could say before she was asleep. Bellamy looked around, thinking about what could have caused the sickness. The algae. He ran out of the room towards the others. He walked into the dinning room and saw Murphy in Emori's arms. Oh- No.

A/N 

You guys can officially kill me. I kinda abandoned this story, but recently I have been wanting to write more sooooo here you go