Dear diary,
Im afraid..
What will happen tomorrow? I know that im gonna be dead by him tomorrow
Help me, im scared
If only i have someone's hand to hold to help me calm down.
why they always try their best to make me suffer..
they know its better that way but why they insist to do it on the harder side..
Im trying my best to not get mad and to not let he say something bad bout u but why
why u always dont care about it?
u mad at me if i didn't stand for u in front of him.
because i know it will not end well
so i try to avoid that situation but why u seems like really love to make that situation closer to me?
Yeah u can say it easily because u're not the one that in my place.
This is the pressure. Whoever see this, tell kak nor that this is the pressure that i say last time.
Its hard..
Sometime i just feel like i dont wanna live anymore
i wanna go out from this situation
I hate this place
I dont like it here
Everyone hurt me
And they'll never understand
Never
I feel happier by my own, i rather be alone than be around people that silently hurting me. Help me
0312
