Lost

True Boyfriend

Yamaguchi explained his depression to Tsukishima.

"I- I hope you don't think differently of me now because of this..." Yamaguchi said, looking at the floor.

Tsukishima got up and wrapped the green haired boy in a hug. "Of course not." He said, "I love you. And maybe with that love, I can help you over come this depression you have. Well, mabye. I hope I can though."

Yamaguchi sat there, he felt a tear escape and run down his face. He got up and barried his face into Tsukishima's shoulder, and began to weep.

Tsukishima let him cry, and kept hugging him as if saying "It's okay, I'm right here and not leaving you."

After Yama calmed down, well at the least stopped crying, they sat back down on the couch.

Tsukishima was holding Yamaguchi's hand. He looked down at Yamaguchi's wrist. "You said that you have cut yourself, correct?"

Yamaguchi looked at him and nodded his head slightly.

Tsukishima took Yams's face into the palms of his hands, "Don't you ever do that again. You got that?" Tsukishima made it to where there foreheads where touching, "I'm right here with you. I'm by your side and will stay there. Your not alone anymore Tadashi. You will never be alone again."

Yamaguchi felt tears coming again. They started to poor down is face like a water fall.

Tsukishima hugged him again. "You know you can be kinda a baby sometimes right?"

"Y-yeah..." Yama said through his tears.

Tsukishima sighed, letting Yamaguchi go. "I'm going to tell my mom I staying over here with you tonight."

Yamaguchi nodded his head and wiped away his remaining tears. He sat on the couch as he heard Tsukishima talking to his mother on the phone.

"Mom, I'm not asking I'm telling."

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"I don't care! I can see him tomorrow."

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"He- he's had a rough day today and just needs someone to comfort him."

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"Thanks mom."

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"Love you to. Bye."

Tsukishima sighed as he hung up the phone. He walked back over to the couch with Yamaguchi.

~time skip~

"Are we going to tell the team?" Yamaguchi asked. He was still waring Tsukishima's jacket from yesterday, Tsukki said he could keep it. Mostly if he was crying or thinking about harming himself again. As a reminder that he wasn't alone in the world.

Tsukishima replied, "Not yet. We don't know if they'll judge us about it."

Yamaguchi laughed a little, "Everyone on the team is dating someone, everyone is gay. Well, except Noya and Tanaka, Noya's bisexual and I'm pretty sure Tanaka's straight."

Tsukishima sighed. "I guess so."

They walked out Yamaguchi's house and into the cold morning air. Yamaguchi shut the door and locked it, slipping the key into his pocket.

"Will you tell your dad?" Tsukishima asked.

"No!" Yamaguchi yelled, "do you have any idea what he would do if he found out I was gay?" He lowered is voice.

"Sorry-"

"No, it's my fault. I shouldn't have yelled at you." Yamaguchi replied. "It was for a stupid reason to."