Lost

False Reality

Yamaguchi walked through the doors of the hospital for the 1 time that month, he didn't need the nurses to show him what room Tsukishima was in, because when he was recovering Yamaguchi would go and visit Tsukishima.

And Yamaguchi's day was not that great.

And the person that he always went to was Tsukki, even when he was out cold, Yama knew he was listening.

He walked through Tsukishima's door. He quietly shut the door behind him and pulled up a chair by Tsukishima's bedside.

Tsukishima looked so peaceful. Yamaguchi kissed Tsukishima's forehead lightly.

Yamaguchi sighed, "Tsukki, I had a horrible day. First off, I had a dumb test today with the teacher that hates my guts. So I know I got the answers right, because like 3 kids put the same answers down, and they all got 100%!" Yamaguchi looked down at Tsukishima's resting face. Yama relaxed a bit.

Tsukishima knew he was smart, and knew he wouldn't want him to call himself stupid.

He could say it, but then Tsukishima would tell him other wise.

Even though Tsukishima couldn't speak, Yama knew what he would say, and it felt like weight was getting lifted off of his shoulders.

"And I also over heard people making fun of you in your coma..." Yamaguchi said, "I wanted to tell them to knock it off, but I was to scared to... Because I thought they would start making fun of me..."

Tsukishima still didn't do anything. He didn't even twitch.

Yamaguchi sighed, "Please wake up soon..." Yamaguchi felt tears forming up in his eyes, "I don't know how long I can take it... I know I'm not alone anymore, the whole team is with me, but you where always there when I had break downs and I was there for you when you had panic attacks-"

Tears fell down Yamaguchi's face.

"I don't care what you say Tsukki... But I'm weak..." Yamaguchi cried, "Im sorry to disappoint you but I'm weak... I still don't know what you see in me... But I see so much in you and so little in myself... I don't know how much longer I can take this..."

Yamaguchi put his head down on the bed, and cried into the sheets.

It was silent other than the sounds of Yamaguchi's sobbing for a few minutes.

Then there was a lot of beeping. Yamaguchi lifted his head up and looked at the machines, the one showing his heart beat was speeding up fast. Yamaguchi jumped to his feet and ran towards the door, opened it and yelled for the doctor.

2 doctors and 3 nurses came rushing inside the room.

Yamaguchi stood in the back of the room, trembling in fear.

One of the nurses unbuttoned Tsukishima's shirt and one of the doctors put electric pads on his chest, "Clear!" And shocked Tsukishima trying to restart his heart.

He did this a few more times.

"Doctor..." One of the nurses said, "he's gone."

Yamaguchi started crying at the sight of his dead boyfriend.

Everything went black.

Yamaguchi opened his eyes, he was looking at his ceiling in his bedroom.

He sat up, sniffing as he did.

He felt his face, it was wet.

He got up and ran towards the bathroom to look at his reflection.

His eyes where red and puffy like he was crying even though he just got out of bed.

He sighed with relief.

Tsukki's not dead... It was just a dream...

~Oop-

Lemme know in the comments if I made you think Tsukishma actually passed away.            👁👄👁~