Destined (Obito x Reader)

You're all i longed for💟

I felt my consciousness come back. I've laid motionless, feeling the insane amount of chakra flowing in me, my whole head was spinning. Any move would make dizziness worse, I had to open my eyes, but I was too scared.
I slowly began opening my eyes, this took me maybe 3 mins. I tried to suppress dizziness as my pupils kept shifting gaze around the ceiling. Here where I started to feel burning tingling in my chest, my stomach started to twist, I knew my anxiety is creeping in, in a huge wave. I started to hear a small snuffle next to me. I began moving my hand to the left, feeling that I was on the edge of the bed, then my fingers felt soft hair. I took deep breaths as I turned my head, as everything would start spinning. I saw Obito sleeping, resting on his arm while sitting. He looked so innocent, he had a baby face but also still being extremely handsome. Those wrinkles on his left side didn't effect his beauty. I couldn't admire his face anymore as I felt stinging pain in my eyes.
"Obito!" I slightly yelled, I kept rubbing my eyes, the stinging felt like burning now. "Obito please wake up!"

"Huh?!" He finally woke up and held onto my shoulder.

"My eyes hurt horribly" I started to weep and taking sudden breaths as my anxiety escalated worse. He almost knew I needed fresh air to feel more calmer, so he picked me up bridal style and went out to the porch. We sat down on the stairs as he put his hand over my eyes. I laid in his arms like a literal baby, while I kept sniffing, but getting calmer as forest breeze traveled through me, the pain went away like magic. As he moved his hand away, our gazes met, the blush came right on.
"BWAH" I shouted as I jumped out of his grasp.

"You're literally like a child"

"Yet you entrusted Rinnengan to me"
He didn't respond. I know he's as confused as I were before I spoke to Rin..Yet I still have many questions..Just like I was, he doesn't understand what's pulling him towards me, all these years all he was is living as a criminal, that's all he knows, all the fun innocent memories were like a dream. Here I am, just another naive girl, trying to bring out those memories to reality once again.

"Obito.. I know that since you met me, it's been even harder for you.."

"You don't know anything"

"Here you're being defensive again" I sighed. "You've shown signs of liking my company, and I could guess it's unusual for you, since being in a criminal world, many relationships are built on advantage"

"(y/n), I don't wanna waste energy on these topics"

"But deep inside you do.. and this is why I'm here, to help you, see the world from brighter sight"

"There's no bright sight, those who choose to believe this, have no rationality, this world will always be filled with pain, unfairness, and useless hope."
I heard his voice shake slightly, so I moved back closer, and leaned as I wrapped my hands around his arm.

"You say it because you were alone. When you're with someone you want to care for.." I chuckled softly, not being used to talk about these things. "They become your purpose, your hope, your motivation to work for the better"

"I've been there, but it was taken from me before I could even take a gist of what it could be"

"Did you love her?" I felt him tense up.

"I told you I do-" he faced me changing his expression from annoyance to almost as he could tear up. "Yes .. I did"

"Obito.. I'm sorry.. I can only imagine.. but I can reassure you she's always watching over you, she wants you to be happy you know"

He bit his lip,"She's long dead, and I won't accept it"
I felt slight tap on my shoulder, I already knew it was Rin and what she wanted.

"Do you want to feel presence her right now?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Give me a hug" I reached out my arms. He looked so lost, cautious as he leaned in. As my arms wrapped around his head, I was flooded with images of words, trying to catch them I finally spoke, "Through all these years, I haven't left your side Obito, like I promised back then at the park. Kakashi told me that you loved me, and I wish I knew you were alive. I want you to do your best and find happiness again, I'm sorry how unfortunate everything turned out, but I believe in you Obito, I believe you will do your best". I was finally brought back, it felt like I fell asleep almost. I felt Obito trembling, and I couldn't believe that I heard him sniffing.

"Rin" his voice was shaky, it was the cry he held back for many years, something he longed to do.
I raffled his hair and petted his back saying it's okay and I'm sorry.
He finally pulled away, wiping his tears on his sleeve. "How?"

I didn't know how to explain what just happened. "Umm, I don't know, I.. just spoke what was coming to my mind.." I looked puzzled, not ever knowing how to explain my abilities.

"You spoke with her voice almost, only she could know these events."

"But.. you see? She's still here, still worrying for you, you just can't see her.."
His hand reached out to my face. I froze as I knew what was about to happen. He moved closer and leaned in, tracing his lips on mine with small plucks. I still was in frozen, then he picked me up into his grasp, I felt more relaxed and gave in. My chest was burning, yet this was the best feeling in the world. I don't know for how long we kissed, but it spoke to us in so many levels.
Still holding me, he rested his forehead on mine, brushing through my hair, and finally said "You're all I longed for"