Sing To Me

Life Back at UA

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~Eijiro's POV~

"....I'm sorry
I don't think I caught your name
I'm sorry
I don't think I caught your name~...." I sang to myself in my room while doing some homework. It's been about three and a half months since Midoriya left.

Most of the class is happy that he's gone, I say most because I still feel guilty about it. I know that if Midoriya had at least one person to hang onto he wouldn't have left, but I let my friends influence me I couldn't be that one person.

Now he's gone and it's my fault. Recently, Bakugou and Uraraka started dating, no one really believes it'll last anyway.

Some time last week I was searching through YouTube since I was bored and Bakubro had a date with Uraraka. I came across a video, I touched it accidentally but I listened to the song the guy sang.

His voice sounded melancholic but angelic in a way. I was immediately drawn to his music, I subscribed and saw the name as I did so; it was °Dekiru Smash°. The smash reminded me of Midoriya and it made me lock myself in my room for the whole week, crying myself to sleep.

My favorite song right now is the one he just uploaded 'Therefore I am'.

*Knock knock knock*

"Come in" I said pausing the song from my iPod and removing my headphones

"Hey Eiji" Denki said entering my room making sure to lock the door behind him. Recently Denki and I got closer, he doesn't like the fact that I still feel guilty about making Midoriya leave but he's nevertheless been my shoulder to cry on

"Hey Denks" I mumbled going back to my homework

"What's wrong" he asked sitting beside me on my bed

"Nothing" I said putting my headphones on again and playing the song only for Denki pause it again. He took off my headphones and brushed my hair out of my eyes

"Eijiro" he called, when I didn't answer he sighed "Eiji, I know you feel guilty about Midoriya leaving but you can't let that hinder you"

"Denki, how can I call myself a hero if Midoriya was right in front of me but I refused to help him!?" I asked tears threatening to fall

"Eijiro" Denki scolded "you can't keep beating yourself up about this!"

"Why, just because you're happy about it?!" I asked standing up dropping my book and pen

"I may be happy he's gone but that doesn't mean I expect you to feel the same!" He yelled back standing as well

"THEN STOP!" I yelled breaking apart. My tears falling freely "STOP SMILING LIKE WE DIDN'T LOOSE SOMEONE WHO WOULD DIE IF IT MEANT TO GIVE US THE SIMPLEST THING AS A SMILE! THE SAME PERSON WHO BROKE HIS BONES OVER AND OVER AGAIN TO BE STRONGER TO HELP US! THE SAME PERSON WHO RIPPED HIMSELF APART TIME AND TIME AGAIN JUST FOR THE SURVIVAL OF THE NEXT GENERATION! FOR ALL WE KNOW HE COULD BE DEAD BUT YOU WOULDN'T GIVE TWO F🤗S ABOUT THAT NOW WOULD YOU!?"

"You're making it seem as if I just straight up told him to go die" he grumbled rolling his eyes sitting back on my bed

"Get out Denki" I said clenching my fists unconsciously activating my quirk

"What?" He asked looking at me like I've grown two heads

"Leave Denki" I said putting more emphasis on my words

"Fine" he said getting up and slamming the door behind him

I leant on the wall and slid down slowly. Denki and I have the same argument once a week, but in the end we always end up cuddling in my bed at night when no one knows or expects it.