Dear Diary: Shattered Dreams An Omarion Story

Entry # 24

February 22, 2005

Dear Diary,

Today is the release of Omarion's solo debut album, "O". I have since got over my hate towards him for the breakup of B2K. His book came out a few weeks ago and it took me three days to read it. I wanted to get the truth behind the split. I still feel he didn't give enough details and wasn't truthful about what really happened.
I was sad last night and earlier today. Last night I found out in order to meet Omarion at Queen Center Mall in New York City, I will have to be one of the first 500 people to purchase a copy of the CD in order to get a wrist band to meet him. I called my dad asking if he can go get the CD. He said he wasn't able to do it. I hung up the phone and cried. My hopes of meeting Omarion were shot down. I just had a surgery six days ago in four places. All I can think about was meeting him tomorrow. I told my mom about it. I doubted that she'd be able to do it. She called me this morning telling me she was able to get the CD and no wristband. I felt defeated. I told her it was okay and I'm glad I got the CD. I tried to hide my heartbreak with my words. I'd been watching Omarion on 106 & Park when my mother came in to hand me the CD in a plastic bag. I was happy to finally hear the album. I took the CD out the bag to find the wristband along with it. My face lit up like a light. I was finally going to meet Omarion! I listened to the album before bed. I love all of it except "Never Gonna Let You Go (She's a Keeper)" featuring Big Boi of Outkast. It sucks. I'm glad he didn't choose this as his single like he originally intended. I'm glad he chose "O" instead.

Goodnight