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July 2005

Dear Diary, 

        I'm in the hospital so I can learn to walk again. I hope I get out before Scream Tour IV. Omarion is coming here in August along with Bow Wow, Pretty Ricky, Marques Houston, Bobby Valentino and B5 at Madison Square Garden in New York City. My mom's boyfriend knows someone who is affiliated with Pretty Ricky so I'm going to meet Omarion backstage. I've been making things and writing poems to give him. I made bracelets and I'm going to wear all red since red happens to be his favorite color. I can't wait. I go bat for Omarion. I recently got into a fight because someone turned down the radio when they saw me turn up "O" on the radio in the hospital playroom. I know it seems  this was all about Omarion. It was about principle. Don't try and disrespect me. Why will you turn the radio down when someone is listening  to it? That's rude, period. He even called himself threatening to send his sister for me. I told nurses that I will go to jail if that happened. I meant that. I told him to knuck if he was buck. I befriended a fellow fan of Omarion while in here and we hung out until she was discharged. All we talked about was Omarion. She asked me if I will sleep with Omarion. I boldly admitted that I would. I don't have shame in my game about that. I know he is too old for me. I'm 14 and he's 20. Age ain't nothing but a number. I can keep a secret too. That was one of the most raunchy things I ever felt. So what? Like I said , no Shame. I was just speaking what I dreamed about on a nightly basis.

Off to dream... Good Night

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