1 - Dream

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"Let's break up" with that words, I felt hundreds of knives hurting my inner self, its like a high voltage of electricity puts on me. Tears started to flow from my eyes. I couldn't say a word. This is not the thoughts I've been dreaming so long.

"Wha---at?" A stupid question I mutter.

"Are you deaf? I said let's break up, aren't clear? I don't love you anymore Kass" saying those words directly looking at my eyes. I don't see any doubt within his eyes,unlike mine. Since when did you started to feel unloved? My mind cannot process the words coming out in his mouth.

"B--uut what did I do to make you break up with me, Apollo? Say it! I've been loving you for almost 4 years! I give all that I have to make you happy! Am I not enough for your needs or something? Tell me why! It's like yesterday you've said that you love me and you cannot live without me in your life! Then what was happening right now? Am I hallucinating ? Am I dreaming? Can you slap me?Please tell me. I'm begging Apollo, please"I grabbed his hands but he take it ,saying those words makes me so stupid for begging with his love. Begging for him to stay in my life, but what would I do? I need him in my life. His my world. I don't want to lose him. I can't.

"I'm sorry Kass, this is for your own good" crazy man.

" For my own good? I am suffering right now because of the thoughts that you will leaving me. Is that a good sake for me? Please Apollo, maybe sometimes I'm mean nor childish. I stop myself from being like that, please just stay. You know that you are the only person I have in this world and I don't know what to do if you're gone, if you're leaving"
Yes, he's all that I have. My families didn't bother to find me either

"It's your problem, not mine. I'll go now. Take care of your self, Kassandra" with that, it's over.

/Brooooooooooom/

"APOLLO COMEBACK! PLEASE! APOLLO!!!!"
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"Psyche!!! Wake up! Are you dreaming again!?" kabadong sigaw ni Bliss habang natataranta kung anong gagawin nya sakin. She's so worried about me again.

"*Panting* Bliss, argh. It him again. Apollo." Sambit ko. Habang nakahawak sa ulo ko. Sobrang sakit, parang pinipilipit yung mga ugat ko sa ulo. I hate this feeling everytime Im seeing unnecessary things in my dreams

"What about him? Do you see his face now? Or do you know what was happening why you always see him in your dreams?" Sunod sunod nitong mga tanong sakin.

"It's like his my boyfriend in my dreams, he's face is blurred that's why i don't have any idea who he was. I'm begging to him to stay with me but I don't remember him now . It's kinda happened in real life, argh. My head. It hurts so bad" yes, it feels so real. That guy, he always come in my dreams lately but I don't know him either. Bliss handed me a glass of water and drink it.

" Would you like to accompany you to the hospital this time?" bliss give me a worried look.

" Nah. Let's sleep again, sorry again for disturbing you, it's kinda my hobby this past few days. Hahaha!" dinaan ko nalang sa tawa para hindi nalang sya magaalala sakin. I make her really worried a lot lately. Hays.

"It's okay Psyche, I'm worrying also, C'mon let's sleep again, Goodnight Psyche" she hugged me then she goes to her bed. What a caring bestfriend.

"Goodnight again, tomorrow is a tiring day hahha" Bliss said

"Yeah true" I agreed. Midterm feels

My name is Psyche Leones , 20 years old, currently in second year college with the course of BSHM. Im still thinking with that man. He's face is blurred so that i don't know who he was. Just his name. I closed my eyes.

" Apollo" i mutter. And i felt my eyes getting heavy.

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