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Anna's pov ⚠️.Tw. ⚠️
I miss her. I hate her.
I love her. I hate her.
I need her. I hate her.
Were all my thoughts. I haven't talked to y/n since that night. I never told her that I lost my baby last month and I really needed her
I've been coping with unhealthy habits.
If anything I'm just...
Numb
I don't feel pain anymore. after everything with Conner and then y/n and the whole baby situation I've just gotten used to getting hurt I guess
*time skip*
After a night of drinking my body weight and fucking any guy that gave me the slightest bit of attention even though I know it was for my body I didn't care.
I wondered out the hotel and wondered down the street sobbing I made it to my apartment taking off my shoes and I broke down
I let out a scream and I punched the wall and I threw things. All out of anger and sadness
I slid down the wall sobbing I didn't feel like going on anymore. Especially if I couldn't have who i wanted.
I needed y/n more than anything rn.
I grabbed my phone and I called her number and she answered
"What Anna?'!" She said as I sobbed just hearing her
"Gimme a chance please. Save my life" "Anna you sound drunk." "Im trippin way too much for you to love me, I'm lying way too much for you to trust me, I'm crying out my eyes so you can hold me..I promise it'll be different. I'll change"
"You're trying time tell me it won't be the same? Swearing to that you change? You said that last time that you won't be like one of my ex's but look what you did Anna! You cheated on me. You right your changing. You're changing into them" she said
I went to say something but everything went fuzzy and then pitch black
I opened my eyes and I saw y/n staring down at me "hey hey you're ok, you're gonna be just fine baby I promise" she said as she moved my hair out my face
I looked at her pretty eyes which were now glossy with tears "I'm so sorry baby" she said as she went on a tangent About how she was sorry
"It's ok. I know you're sorry. I'm ok" I said as she looked at me and held me into her arms tightly and I kissed her
Those soft lips on mine...I forgot that feeling
It feels nice.
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Kwnwns I've been obsessed with Hamilton lately *yes I'm 3 years late* and I'm not shamed of it
QOTD: favorite character in a show Or movie? AOTD: rue or Eliza (from Hamilton) 💀
