Just a lie

Just a lie (part) The New Clerk

Dee's POV

It has been only a month ever since our big fight. After Calum left my house (after the fight) , I got a phone call from my parents and they told me that they were going to a mission in Cuba . My dad is a pastor that moves to many states and takes my mom along every time so I was used to the loneliness. But this time it was different. Calum and my drama has kept me busy from worrying about being alone but this time, it was different because I didn't have Cal to fight with. You can call me emo but I don't care anymore. I don't give a shit about life. My life for the past days have been in the same routine.
Wake up. Put on clothes. Cover my arm with foundation. Put some make up on. Grab my coffee and go to school. After the day, my routine was get in the bath. Turn on the water. Grab my blade and cut. I cut so much my razor was becoming dull. After that, I clean up the bath. Get out of the bath and finish my hw as if nothing happened. Today, I walked to the art store and saw a new worker. Oh my gosh he was so beautiful and I started dozing off.

"Hey? Are you ok? Hello.???" the gorgeous worker shook me. He had two ocean blue eyes that all girls would fall for including me and a perfect smile. Oh! and did I mention is lip peircing? It was really cute on him. " Hi my name is Luke and I'm new here but I'll try my best to help you out." he talked in a voice that somehow calmed me down. It was as if time stopped and I felt so peaceful. "So umm.." Luke started biting his lower lip. he was so hot." What were you lookin for again?".

" Oh, I just came to buy
some razors for um ,you know......... Art stuff" I quickly replied.

"Okay come follow me." he said again with a soothing voice. So I followed him to buy some razers for, you know what I do. I was at the check out section and as I reached for my wallet, I didn't even realize half of my cut arm was showing. The worse part was that Luke saw it. I felt so much shame but I was confused why I was embarrassed.