She's back ( Book two to His Abused Mate) ON HOLD

Chapter four

Knox's Pov -

I toss and turn in my king size bed, glaring at the walls that lay within my room as I think of ways for me to sleep, but I come up with nothing. Nada!!!

ever since I saw Ziva again I can't sleep or really even eat. its been a week since her last appearances and my guards have saw nothing nor heard any sort of wolfs roaming the outlands. Ella had been mostly silent through this whole Ziva moment, her usual Daily pranks have came to a stop and she hasn't snuck out to meet me in the wood all week. I'm starting to worry, is my girl mad at me, did I do something bad or to upset her.

I rake my head of this whole week remembering that I even let bug on the couch so he could snuggle with her. maybe this is Ziva's doing. growling I thrust the covers off my body looking over at my clock I see its 6am, I have two hours before Ella wakes up. I'm gonna make her favorite breakfast in hopes she will talk to me. Throwing some joggers on and a T-shirt I slowly walk down stairs careful not to make a sound as Ella is a light sleeper.

reaching the kitchen I make sure the doors a closed before starting to get to work.

half way through the cooking the maids come rushing in only to freeze when they see me at the counter laying plates out.

grinning I wave but my grin fades as I see there face pale and hear there heart beats fasten. I looked down, my hands shaking as thoughts coursed through my head. there scared of me... still. they probably are always gonna see me as a monster. a wolf who can't keep a mate.

I didn't notice them moving forward till the oldest maid rested her hand on mine. looking up I'm meet with soft brown eyes... like my moms. tears threaten to spill out of my eyes thinking about my mum.

the older maid raises her eyebrows as she sees my teary eyes but I break out of her hold before swiftly turning around.

"I-I um I'm sorry lady's um I decided to cook Ella some breakfast. if you guys would just finish up plz and thank you" I say not facing them nor giving them a chance to reply before I'm out the door and heading towards the woods.

I shred my clothes once we get closes towards the woods boundary's, my paws thump on the ground as hard as they can, dirt flying up are hind legs eking already with how hard were running. we whimper and wine as we brush through the trees and duck under the branches. images of are dead mate fills are head, her cry's for when we left her in that cage.

I come to a halt not realizing I've crossed over my land and into the outlands... the clearing... were I meet Ziva.

my paws thump on the ground as I follow the scent, me and my men were hunting when my wolf cought a delicious scent bring me towards this clears.

looking around I didn't see anything till my eyes landed on this little grey fluffy thing. I lung forward throwing it to the side before realizing that the grey fluffy thing was a she wolf... a very tiny she wolf... she looked like a pup but I could tell she was older due to her scent and the scares that her body carried.

the little she wolf jumped up before springing around setting in a fighting stances. but that doesn't have be holding my breath as I gaze at her... she's gorgeous. her eyes are this light green color, a color you can get lost in.

she looks shocked as she gazes up at my tall frame, I show no emotion as I watch the she-wolf moved backwards my wolf growled out in anger me not being sure what to do so I let him take over, after hearing are growls she freezes, we walk around her sniffing her till we brush against her shoulder and her head snaps up.

she must have figured it out, her eyes widen but then they go back to normal and she does the widest thing... she lays down. she must think we didn't want her so instead of walking off we plop right in front of her crossing are paws in the prosses.

waiting for those green eyes to meet are again...

I shake the tears out of my eyes as I move my vision away from the clearing, she was so scared when we meet yet I was such an ass to her, all because of my stupide father and wolf wanting to be in control all the damn time.

"we should still be in control, you have become soft... weak for a pup" my wolf voice hisses out throughout are head. I grow angry at him for calling me weak for my pup.

"SHE IS MY PUP YOU BASTERED!!! WE LOST ARE MATE AND ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS POWER AND CONTROL. WE ARE BETTER OFF WITH OUT HER AS IT IS!!!" I snarl back at him not letting him say any more before cutting the link off.

my wolf has been up my ass for getting Ella he always reminds me of how weak I am for getting a pup and not training her like my father would have wanted... even though my father is the reason my mother is dead and why I'm like this.

sighing I turn around heading back towards the Packhouse. pondering on weather or not Ella has eaten or not.

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Ziva's POV:

I watch as he walks slowly through the woods, I could tell he was hurtting from his body language. I don't hate him for anything he had done to me, I knew my place and I new what would happen when I stepped in front of those pups. I've gone back to my old human smiling when as I remember his tear filled eyes as he gazes at me.

I never went to closes to him but somehow he new it was me...

past event:

my paws thump on the ground as me and my wolf follow James scent, we travel under fallen trees and up and over mountains as we remember the path he had lead us one day.

we stop once we hear talking, are tails wag as James voices hits are ears.

stepping into the sun as we gaze into a yard, a big white house with a red painted door stands in front of us. James sitting on the sets, we go to step out more but stop once we spot the Shepperd dog sitting at his feet. are tail stops wagging as sadness takes over... he's replaced us.

we whinned but apparedntly to lound caoues the dogs head snaps in are direction, growling at us it stands alerting James in the proceses. James looks in are direction about to say something but stops.

we can hear his breathing increases along with him heart as he whispers out a single word...

"Ella" he whispers out.

are tail wags like it always did when he said are name.

looking him in the eyes I nod at him, telling him I'm not mad he got another dog, I'm happy he moved on and got his dream house, I'm happy he is final happy.

a tear slips down his cheek as he nods back at me causing a wolfish smile to reach my lips. taking a deep breath I howl one last time in his direction, knowing this is the last time ill see him.

Present day

smiling I turn my head to see Knox's daughter running towards him a smile on her face as he bends down to pick her up, spinning her in circles as giggles come swarming out of her.

smiling at the female that has changed him I step away from the clearing I was at.

my time has yet to come with knox... he needs to grow a little more as do I.

turning my gaze one more time I'm meet with Ella's eyes as she smiles softly at me nodding in my direction before she gets her fathers attention again, leading him into a better future.