Spirits | Min Yoongi

Feelings

"it's just a cigarette
and it cannot be that bad"

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"Haunted Convenience Store caught on cam! a mysterious incident suddenly happened on this--"

"y-ya JK! turn that off, you idiot-" Yoongi shouted but then he noticed I was staring so he whispered to Jungkook.

it was early in the morning and I was eating a bowl of cereals watching these two roommates of mine, whispering to each other.

"I-I can't touch things hyung! you turn that off asdfghjk —" Jungkook worriedly shrieked.

why are they even whispering? I could totally hear them.

"I-I saw it with my own eyes! the whole section was push down by some demonic ghost! f-fuck! p-please help –"

I let out a laugh whilst my eyes were still half close. That retarded voice reminds me of someone I loathed.

"he sounds so much like my boss pfft..."

I stopped chomping my cereals as my eyes opened and I looked at the two of them and to the television where a familiar face displayed on the screen. "he even looks like my boss...

weird..."

oh, it is indeed my boss.

"aishhh..." I slammed my utensils on the table glaring at the two ghost who were currently sat on the couch.

"what did you guys did this time?" I interrogated and they refused to looked at me.

it was a moment of silence and I wanted burst out laughing at how silent they become.

"m' sorry, Y/N! we just wanted to take revenge when we found out..." Jungkook floated towards me with worried looks.

"i-it was hyung's idea by the way.."

I internally smiled when I saw how worried Jungkook's eyes were. Isn't he such a sweetheart?

"I mean what are you so angry for?" Yoongi glared at me from a distance clearly annoyed.

I stood up from my seat as I walk towards him. He frowned as he averted his eyes from mine.

I took a deep breath as I bursted out laughing, "sike! BHAHAH, you did great guys, that was so epic!"

Yoongi frowned at me and Jungkook just awkwardly laughed with me.

"I mean.. Thank you really, That felt great! he's a freaking asshole--"

"I shouldn't have left your side" Yoongi mouthed ever so lightly but it was enough for me to hear.

I frowned when I saw a hint of guilt flashed on his face. Eh?

I have lost the ability to speak for a minute and was flustered, still processing what he just said.

what the heck was that?

I looked at him to find him staring at me as he mouthed "what?"

"I-i'm late!" I abruptly blurted as I rushed to the bathroom. I saw my reflection and how messed up I looked like at the mirror.

"Shouldn't left my side?" I unknowingly talk to myself. How could he say that so easily, Is that normal?

maybe i've been single for a long time so I'm getting all flustered for such phrase. Yeah that's just it.

I found myself smiling as I recall how he sounded like, "that was so cheesy though..."

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"I told you not to follow me" I whispered while we were walking on the busy streets.

"don't mind me, I'm just bored" he blurted out and I spare him a deadly glare as I quickly averted my eyes from him.

"say, aren't you used to my presence yet?" he asked nonchalantly as we continued walking in a slow pace.

dummy, i'm getting so used to it that I'm afraid.

"I'll never get used to it" I replied without even bothering to look at him. If I do, he'll probably could tell I was lying.

is he a bumpkin? who's not goin' to be attached when someone shows you that kind of affection.

Following me around everywhere I go,

unexpectedly saying such sweet phrases,

even living in the same roof with me and continuously making me smile-- bruh.

"are you mad?" he was looking at me confused as I was trying to avoid his face. Oh fuck I'm really screwed, I could feel how red I am now.

c'mon Y/N, why do you always like people you can't have?

Yoongi teleported in front of me and I was thankful it was crowded so other spirits couldn't really notice us whispering to each other.

"what the fuck, you sick? you're all red" he worriedly whispered while floating in front of me, his face was just inches away from me. I almost died from embarrassment as I quickly tried to make up an excuse.

"I'm just cold *coughs*, f-fuck It's cold"

I heard a snicker from him, "pfft."

damnit I can't deny how attracted I am to this mf.

I spent so many times with him to the point I was used to him being around me almost everywhere, sometimes I even forgot yoongi is a ghost.

he's no longer alive, I shouldn't get my hopes up.

we continued walking in the crowded streets as the snowflakes scattered upon us whilst some mellow christmas song was playing in the back ground. (PS: I miss the old Christmas vibes tbh)

[You better watch out, you better not cry~]

musicians were scattered on each corner, singing nostalgic christmas songs and small children were singing along with them.

[you better not pout, I'm telling you why~]

"Santa Claus is coming to town.." beside me was a wispy looking man singing along and I couldn't seem to take my eyes off of him for a moment.

"... Woah, you know how to sing?" I blurted out in amusement whilst my eyes still not leaving him.

Yoongi gave me a gummy smile, "ofcourse, you dummy"

It's not even surprising but it's just that his voice sounded so different when he sings.

and he looked so peaceful.

sometimes, I wonder how Yoongi died.

I shrugged off my thoughts As i whispered "imma eat, I'm starvin —"

"Y-Y/N! sweetie!"

I frozed on my spot when I heard a very much familiar voice calling out mmy ame so suddenly in the middle of the crowd.

where is he?

"hey, that old man there is calling your name" Yoongi whispered as he pointed at a specific direction.

I looked towards the direction and I saw him walking towards me with the  same smile I long to see in so many years.

Yoongi frowned "do you know him Y/N?"

I felt like bursting into tears.

I hated him yet I missed him so much.

"he's my father.."