𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 (𝘙𝘺𝘶𝘳𝘺𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘨)

O7

s.r.j

I just want to see her one more time before she fully pushes me out. I make it to Yuna's classroom I hesitate to walk in at first but I finally do. I walk up to her I realize I'm shaking I try and calm myself down I grab her hand with both of mine since hers are bigger than mine. It's hard to believe I'm older than this giant.

...

They walk inside the cafeteria Yeji stays where she is even when the bell rings she looks me up and down. She finally walks up to me and hugs me I just slump into her hold. She leads me to the parking lot and we make it to her car I look at her and she signals me to get in the passenger seat. She makes me believe we're going to my apartment by going in the direction of it but half way through she makes a turn to my mom's house.

I sigh and start to whine while stomping my feet she just shakes her head. We pull up in the driveway she gets out and waits for me at the front door. I get out and slowing walk up the steps once I'm behind her she knocks on the door. My mom opens the door with a bright smile but it fades once she examines me.
"Ryujinnie." I just walk inside and throw my bag down I hear my mom thank Yeji once again.
My mom walks straight into the kitchen completely ignoring my pleads that I'm fine.
"I told you, Ryu next time you do this you're moving back in with me and I meant it."
"Mommy..." I look up at her while she looks back at me.

"I'm sorry."
I just walk into my childhood room my mind clears once I realize how long it's been since I've been here longer than I wanted to.
5 years since you left me.

s.y.n

I haven't seen Choi, Hwang, or a Lee since lunch time or even my sister I walk outside of the school and still see Ryujin's parked car out of the very few still here. I look around but still no older Shin, I walk up to her car and see Mr.Kim standing next to it. I smile shyly and he hands me Ryujin's keys.
"I know you don't have your license so just stay on the side roads okay and hey it's great practice."
He pats my back and he runs over to his car and I see his friends both clearly drunk.

I sigh and unlock the car I get situated and about to type in my sister's address until my mom texts me to go to her place instead. I do as told and try my best to stay on the side roads with least amount of cars. I parallel park and applaud myself for doing so I make to the front door about to knock until my mom swings open the door before I could.

I hug her and tightens my grip in excitement once I smell the food she prepared. I walk inside and see Ryujin trying to keep her head up clearly already in a food coma. I put my stuff down and hug her as well which causes her to whine and swat my hands away from her. She continues to pout and look around until Dal jumps onto the table getting his fur everywhere. She grabs him and places him on her lap.

I ignored the obvious reason why I'm here and I'm not leaving anytime soon.
Why Ryujin?
Why can't you take care of your health?
Did Hayoung and Yeri mean that much to you anyways?
To make you stop eating.

"Lost a little weight because I wasn't eating...'Cause loving you had consequences"