Russia oneshot

♡𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞♡

Book inspired by -ali3nn

●Canada x Russia●
!Warning!
Suicide attempt
Angst
Very fluff at the end(I think..;-;)
Big mean America>:<
Mental and physical abuse

□ 3rd POV □

"Ugh" America was doing paper work at 1 in the morning, not very fun.

"Аме"(ame, I think am still learning) "what do you want now Russia" America turned in his chair to look at Russia "I got you a beer and sandwich if your hungry" russia said quietly to not earn a slap to the face.

"I am quite hungry, at least your useful for something" ame grabbed the sandwich and beer and waved russia off, like a maid "goodnight, ame" russia said leaving.

Russia sat at his and America shared bed and thought, what about? his purpose in life, his boyfriend is abusive, his father wants nothing but for him to be dead and he's not aloud to talk or see his siblings only America's, there nice don't get him wrong but he want's to talk to other countries. Last time he asked to talk or see his siblings or anyone else he was yelled at for being ungrateful and hit a few times, he never asked after that. But at least he has Canada, his only friend hes aloud to talk and see.

They have alot in common but are very different. He helps with alot of things, mostly America. America likes to bully Russia when hes bored but Canada usually gives him a hard challenge and America being America never backs down a challenge no matter how hard it is, so he leves Russia alone to do the challenge.

Every time they hang out he feels happy which is very rare nowadays and, dare he say he falls deeply in love with Canada every time they do anything together. Russia found out America has been cheating on him with japan, how he found out? He was told by Canada and he always smelled like perfume and America hates perfume and one night he wouldn't come home at night but show up in the noon coverd in lipstick and his clothes were put on like he was in a rush.

America didn't know Russia knew he was cheating but didn't bother not showing it but this man has no shame he would text her even when he's next to him, he came home from grocery shopping with France the only time he could leave the house and herd them in there shared room let's say he had to sleep in the guest room and saw japan leave with hickeys.

At this point he was close to killing himself, America left him to go on a " business trip" and his siblings would check on him every. hour. of. the. day how much money was he paying them to do that. He tried hanging himself in the guest room but Canada saved him before he took his last breath and he was on suicide watch after that and when America heard.. all hell broke out.

"WHY! I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU AND YOU TRY KILLING YOURSELF, FOR WHAT!?"

"WHY? WHY!? YOU ABUSE ME PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY AND YOUR CHEATING ON ME, SO WHY DO YOU CARE IF I DIE!? WHEN AM DEAD YOU AND YOUR WHORE CAN BE TOGETHER ALL YOU WANT!"

"JAPAN IS NOT A WHORE AND THE REASON AM CHEATING IS BECAUSE YOUR NOT FUN ANYMORE! YOU NEVER WANT TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE BUT SIT AND BE A WHINY BITCH!"

"WHINY?! I DON'T WHIN, I SPEAK MY FUCKING MIND AND WHEN I DO YOU SLAP ME AND CALL ME UNGRATEFUL, AND LAST MINUTE I CHECKED I WASN'T ALOUD TO GO OUTSIDE WITHOUT YOU OR YOUR SIBLINGS BY MY SIDE!"

"whatever I don't need this right now, an going to the bar"

"Fine, leave run away from all your problems like you always do instead of being a grown man and facing them"

Well russia shouldn't have said that he got beat and America left.

"Stupid American, beating me for saying the truth"

Later♡

Canada came by to see if Russia was ok and still alive

"Hey rus you ok"

"...."

"Russia..? You ok"

"No Canada am not ok I want to kill myself and am in a toxic relationship with a big country who for what reason I don't know still with me"

"Right..do you want to cuddle and watch a movie, that always made me feel better"

"That does sound nice right now....sure"

"Yay!"

Canada picked up russia and put him on the couch and they watched the Bee movie(if you know you know🤭😏)

"Hey crazy idea but do you want to run away and live in a cozy Cottage in the middle of the forest"

"That's sounds crazy...but am down anything to get away from America"

Canada and Russia ran away to a cozy Cottage and lived there, years later they had a child named canrus(oof) and lived in peace.

The End

831 words the longest I wrote in history can I get a applaud

Thank you thank you 😊🤭

This started on Dec 5 and finished on Dec 6 at 11:45 on a Sunday (oof)

Am for once in my life am actually proud of myself for two things

Been 28 days without stress eating 🥳🥳
And I finished this in two days 🥳🥳🥳  yay
Well that's all bye