Dear Maria,
It has been months since you and Keane were through. We were through. Oh fuck, it's so hard! I'm such a jerk. It's good to see that you're doing great already, plus the fact that you're happy with another guy now.
I'm happy for you, Maria. I'm happy to see your genuine smile again, a kind of smile that reaches your eyes.
It's just so frustrating, you know? Fucking frustrating that I fucking messed up. I've wasted my chance. I fucking blew it. I know, I know. I've been a jerk, an arse to be exact.
And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for not having the courage to tell you what I really feel. I'm a fucking coward, for letting you think that it's her. It was never her, because it was only you, and it's still you. Yes, it was you all along, Maria. You're the one that I've loved ever since.
But now, it's over. But I'm glad that we're still friends tho. If only I could turn back the time, I would have told you that I love you. Fuck you Daughtry for singing those lines.
"Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you are the one to build me up and tear me down, like an old abandon house."
Always,
Keane.
YOU ARE READING
Unspoken
القصة القصيرةThere are things that I'd like....love to tell you, but I can't. Wanna know why?
