Feeling a hard smack come across her face she was woken up from her sleep, you would've thought that her jaw was broken from the hit she she received in the face. Feeling a hand begin to tug at her hair she started screaming. "Shut the fuck up with all that damn noise before I smack yo ass again" he said as he dragged her from the bed making his way in the kitchen he picked her up throwing her on the table. Her back began to ache from how hard he threw her on the iron table.
"Why are you always doing this to me I always do everything you ask, try to please you, care for you, a shoulder to lean on when you need it, I do everything respect but you always do this treat me like scum and hit me for no reason" she said while carefully wiping the tears off her face trying not to put to much pressure on it due to hitting her gave in her in the face.
Getting pissed off at what she said he walked over to the table where she was and back slapped her off the table making her land on the floor. Towering over her her forcefully grab her chin rough bringing more pain into her face, making face to face with her he gave her a vicious look.
"I do what the fuck I wanna do to you,if I tell your ass to do something you do it, and try to please me you don't do shit for to please me I go and get that from others, and lastly I was your shoulder to lean when you was pouring your miserable ass heart out to me nobody want your dumb ass, not even your dead ass grandmother" he said to her squeezing her chin making her scream out in more pain.
Him saying that made her wanna off herself cause he knew that was a touchy subject for her. Looking at him she just gave him hateful glare with tears flowing down her face.
"Stop looking at me like I'm fucking crazy before I beat your ass" he said while grabbing her face again, before Releasing her face giving her a hard push.
"What stopping you, that's the only thing you do to me" she mumbled.
Bending down he put his hand to his ear "what was that you said stupid bitch" he said while waiting for her to response. She looked at him with emotionally drained eyes with tears as aping from them before scoffing.
Before she knew he punched her in the face blood started leaking everywhere. "See I told you about that shit stop trying me. You always do this shit that what your dumb ass get" he told her while standing up he kick her in the stomach. "And get the fuck up and go clean yourself up and make me sum to eat bitch while you at it"he told her while laughing at the fetal position she was in.
Walking over her he made his way to the living room turning on the tv with the remote taking off his shoes while placing them on the coffee table. He turned the volume up a little laughing at whatever he was watching on tv.
"Hurry up and pick yo ass off the floor I don't got all damn day waiting on ya" he said while resuming his attention back to the television.
Thinking of what she did to make her deserve this kind of abuse she just felt like she was ready to die. As their relationship begin two years ago they was very much in love he was the sweetest. Cared for her, pick her up when she was broken, and give her encourage words when she really needed. And also she did the same for him when he was going through difficult time as well.
She was raised up into abusive environment when she she was little by her parents. But that didn't last long due to her grandma coming in her life to rescue her from the almost deadly beating they was giving her. Her granny the one he call a dead ass that was the only women she could think of that really cared for her she was the only parent/motherly figure hell even father she can come to when she really needs it and will always be their for her.
She taught her everything she needed to know from her being a child to becoming a young women she encouraged her to get out their make a name for herself never ask for a hand out. When she needed something she always told her you go out their hustle hard and work harder. Something that her parents couldn't due for her. But that all came to a end when her grandma unfortunately passed a two years ago.
She was in a very dark place wouldn't eat, nor talk would always starve herself. She had quit her job stop going to school just becoming a different person that her grandma molded her to become. That when she meet him Elijah he became the new backbone to build her back up. She was in a depression but that all change when he came to her life.
He promised her that he will always be their for her and guide her into happiness that she deserved. She was going to start back working and going to school when she got her motivation back. But he stopped her telling her that he will take care of her he didn't want her to stress herself and go back to the state of mind which was depression that she was once was in from losing the only person she had in her life which was her grandmother.
So going with of with what he said she just let him take care of her. She knew that he had the best interest in her at heart, That what she thought. Suddenly it all changed the once sweet heart that cared for her well being and doing anything to put a smile on her face became like the past hunting her the beating that she use to get from her parents when she was little the constantly nightmare came back of them beating her unmercifully.
Every time he raise his hand and hit her it bring back the once buried memory back to reality. And with him hitting her she thought that was the love that she was forced to be with. Being that she went through tuff love as a child with the constantly verbal/physical abuse to her seeing what love felt like when she was rescued by her grandma. She seen a different side of the past love that her parent used to give her be replace to heart warming caring treatment cause of her grandma she felt better and had the best time. But the feeling came back of the darken love when her granny died she felt emptiness inside . But that love came back she thought it was like a true gift sent from heaven up above from her granny that's when her Elijah came in and saved her from her darken place. Seeing the broken look on her face and the torn emotional traumas that she was going through he went through everything in his power to bring back some kind of spark in her eyes.
He promised himself that he wouldn't let a soul or himself see her back in a condition that she once was in but unfortunately he broken that promised. Not only to himself but his once giving love 𝙃𝙀𝙍......
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