Finding you

chapter 9

As the night went on with everything, things between Allie and Bea became more, heated. The two never went far from eachother, let alone detangled from the other. After Bridget and Frankys first dance, the floor was open to everyone too party to there hearts content. When it came time for the happy couple to cut the cake, everyone enjoyed the mini food fight that broke out between Bridget and Franky. Anyone could see the love and utter devotion between them. Franky found her light in the dark tunnel and her closes friends where extremely happy for her, because the unrest and slightly darker side to Franky was becoming no more.

Like Franky, Beas side of unrest and darkness, though a bit more stronger; was also finding it's way to rest. And that was because of the beautiful woman currently in her arms as they danced. Bea never knew how much one letter could change her life. Or how much one person out of billions could settle her in moment of anger or panic. A look or a touch from Allie, was like a healing balm spread across a old, angry wound.

My heads underwater, but I'm breathing fine. You're crazy and I'm out of my mind.

Bea pulls the blonde closer to her and smiles as Allie rested her head against her shoulder as she grips tighter to the her. Bea never figured she'd find love for herself, between the hurt from Simmo's death, the scars from Harry and being shot, the psychological damage from years of being in the service. It wasnt all bad, but the dark moments stuck to her, caused her to be restless when she slept and jumpy during the day. A blind person could tell she suffered from PTSD and she would admit to having flash backs. But with the support of her friends and family, and Allie. That was getting better.

'Cause all of me, loves all of you. Love your curves and all your edges. All your perfect imperfections. Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you. You're my end and beginnin', even when I lose, I'm winnin' .

As the two danced, the two became one and it was hard not to see the love coming off them. Franky and Bridget who was dancing close by saw the happy look on Allie's face, the relaxed posture of the redhead. They watched as the two got lost into eachother as the song went on.

'Cause I give you all of me, and you give me all of you, oh-oh

Bea knew she fell in love with Allie, shes known for awhile. Allie meant everything to her, she was becoming her strength and peace. And Bea knew that besides her troubles and problems, Allie had her own. She wasnt blind to that fact, she knew. But she knew she'd be there for her through anything and everything. She knew that if Allie ever went back on drugs, she wouldnt walk away like she once said she would. Bea was too deep and far to gone to leave the woman. It would be utterly fucking painful to watch. But she would stand by the woman and try her hardest to get her clean again. But Bea knows that Allie doesnt need them, she fights hard every day, every AA meeting, every counciling session she goes to, to stay clean. And Bea was proud of the blonde, was proud that she was doing so amazing after being in prison. How was Bea not going to support her and stand by her through all her progress.

My heads under water, but I'm breathin' fine. You're crazy and I'm out of my mind.

And though Bea dislikes that Allie is not moving in with her, shes happy that Allie is making it a conscious effort in trying to prove to herself that she's capable of making it outside of prison. And what makes her even more excited and happy for the blonde is her interview to start working for a realtor company and to start showing houses. Bea couldnt be more proud of the progress from the blonde. And she hoped above everything it showed in how she was with Allie, she hoped Allie could see how much she was proud of her, how much she loved her, how much she would do anything the blonde asked of her.

'Cause all of me, loves all of you. Love your curves and all your edges, all your perfect imperfections. Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you. You're my end and my beginnin', even when I lose, I'm winnin'.