Let's Get Married - Watch This Space Sequel

Chapter Four

"What the fuck was that about?"

Bam knew he had screwed up. Of course he did. His head was screaming at him before he even stood from his seat. But those embers of jealousy, of possessiveness, were well and truly on fire and common sense didn't seem rational anymore.

"Oops, sorry Aguero..."

Smiling sheepishly, Bam apologised, not that he meant it. Whilst he knew he had screwed up, he didn't regret a thing. Maybe now their viewers would finally leave his Aguero alone. The brunette tried to pull his lover to his feet and hug him in apology, Khun did rise to his feet but he put a hand on Bams chest, rejecting him.

"You don't sound sorry at all."

The cold blue stare really shook Bam. He had never been on the receiving end of Khuns anger, annoyance yes, but never true anger. Yet he still couldn't bring himself to regret his actions.

"That viewer was throwing themselves all over you, you can't expect me to sit back and watch as they try to steal you from me!"

"Haaaah, they are a viewer! What the hell makes you think I'm going to leave you for some random person that I've never met!?"

Khun sighed at his partners irrational argument.

"It might happen! We met through your channel after all."

Bam argued back, not really thinking things through.

"That was different and you know it. Technically we met at that YT event."

The brunette pouted and folded his arms. Khun sighed again.

"Look, Bam. You can't go blowing up at every single person that you think may be interested in me."

Trying to talk some sense into his lover, Khun cupped his cheeks, locking their eyes to try to get his feelings across. He always knew that Bam was possessive and jealous and he accepted that, he wanted to help.

"You know I love you Bam. I always will. Tell me what I need to do to prove it to you."

Bam held onto his partners wrists and let his forehead rest against his lovers. His golden eyes stared into the cobalt blue that threatened to swallow him up.

"Then let's get married, Aguero."

He whimpered and whined, Khun pulled away taking a step back. He really did want to help but it didn't feel right. He gulped down the answer he wanted to shout and scream, the urge to have Bam promise himself to him forever swallowed into silence.

"I can't do that. You're only twenty one Bam, we've only been together for about a year. We shouldn't do anything that we would regret."

It honestly pained Khun to say these words. Oh how we would love to commit himself to Bam for the rest of his life but he didn't want his younger lover to rush into this. He was still so young and new to love, the brunette would get bored of him eventually, realise there are other people much better than him out there. Khun truly thought Bam would find someone who was a much better fit, a much nicer person who could complement his kind and cheerful personality. The blue haired boy was fully aware that Bam shone like the bright sun in Summer whereas he was cold, frozen like Winter. The sun was too bright for him.

Unfortunately, Bam didn't know any of this, know his partners hesitation or true feelings. All he heard was 'I don't want to do anything I'll regret'.

Yet another piece of Bams heart was torn off and ripped to shreds. The hole in his heart was growing. He needed to fill it with something. Anything that would make his doubts and fears disappear.